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Sky blue!

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Thunderstorm!

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Heaven's gate!

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The Song of Life

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Very gently.

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In places you sound
like birds in a forest

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who chime in
with a melody

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whenever it strikes
their fancy.

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Listen.

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September...

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Thank you.

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Don't sing it too nicely,
it's only a rehearsal.

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Now let's sing "October".

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October...

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I'm a musician and composer,
and when I was in my mid-twenties

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I became fascinated
in older people's voices.

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They have wrinkled and grumbly voices

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that have changed very much
during their lives.

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During my studies I stayed
in a nursing home for a few weeks

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and conducted interviews.

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I like putting voices like that
in an environment

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that really allows them to shine.

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Sonnenberg Nursery Home

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- What's that?
- The musical instrument I brought.

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Look.

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- Leaves!
- What are we meant to do with those?

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- Make music, of course.
- Look at them?

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We can rustle them.

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Now we're ready to make some music

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with the help
of our sound transforming wizard.

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- What can he do?
- He can work magic with sounds.

32    10:03:06:14    10:03:07:15
Oh, magic!

33    10:03:08:13    10:03:10:06
Terrible.

34    10:03:10:17    10:03:13:03
What's so terrible?

35    10:03:13:07    10:03:17:01
If you don't like it,
then go on and say so.

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- But instead you just keep whinging.
- So do you.

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Everyone's welcome
to express their views.

38    10:03:25:24    10:03:29:08
Not everyone has to like
what we're doing here.

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Who wants to start?

40    10:03:34:06    10:03:36:16
- Mrs Thost?
- Yes.

41    10:03:40:24    10:03:43:02
- Is that okay?
- Yes.

42    10:03:45:04    10:03:48:04
- Can you hear the sounds?
- Yes.

43    10:03:48:17    10:03:50:19
Very interesting.

44    10:03:58:13    10:04:00:24
Would you like to have a go,
Mr Günther?

45    10:04:01:03    10:04:05:00
Matthias Schneider
will playback the sounds you make

46    10:04:05:04    10:04:08:15
so that you can orchestrate
a one-man composition.

47    10:04:37:00    10:04:38:20
Just hilarious.

48    10:04:46:21    10:04:49:08
Maybe just say "Hello" or something.

49    10:04:49:12    10:04:52:03
Can I say anything at all?

50    10:04:52:07    10:04:54:06
Or maybe sing something?

51    10:04:54:10    10:04:56:02
Yes, you can do that.

52    10:04:56:06    10:04:59:12
Falling in love again

53    10:04:59:16    10:05:03:08
Never wanted to

54    10:05:03:12    10:05:06:19
What am I to do?

55    10:05:06:23    10:05:09:23
I can't help it

56    10:05:10:02    10:05:12:14
Love's always been my game

57    10:05:12:18    10:05:16:09
Play it how I may

58    10:05:16:13    10:05:19:13
I was made that way

59    10:05:19:17    10:05:22:06
I can't help it

60    10:05:24:05    10:05:28:00
Falling in love again

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Never wanted to

62    10:05:33:04    10:05:37:23
What am I to do?

63    10:05:39:01    10:05:43:12
I can't help it

64    10:05:43:16    10:05:46:07
Did both your parents die
at the same time?

65    10:05:46:11    10:05:51:05
No, my mother died of breast cancer
when I was four.

66    10:05:51:09    10:05:55:00
My father died of stomach cancer
when I was eleven.

67    10:05:55:04    10:05:56:16
Oh my!

68    10:05:56:20    10:06:01:12
I remember standing there
in the cemetery

69    10:06:01:16    10:06:03:14
and asking where my mummy is.

70    10:06:03:18    10:06:06:00
People said,
"Your mum's in heaven."

71    10:06:06:04    10:06:08:22
I used to look up to the sky
and say,

72    10:06:09:01    10:06:11:17
"Where is she then?
I can't see her.

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"Mummy! Mummy, where are you?
I want to see you!"

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It was a horrible experience
for me as a child

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to look up at the sky
and not be able to see my mother.

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I can, for example, imagine conceiving
a piece of music together

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that is
in some way related to your life,

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to everything that you've experienced
and suffered through.

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If you were to imagine
the symphony of your own life,

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what ideas come to mind?

81    10:06:49:20    10:06:53:21
What would it have to contain?
How should it sound?

82    10:06:54:00    10:06:57:07
I like the string instruments the best.

83    10:06:57:11    10:07:00:22
Violin is the instrument
I have the most affinity for.

84    10:07:01:01    10:07:04:11
It is the instrument
that would best express

85    10:07:04:15    10:07:07:14
the experiences
I have had throughout my life.

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It's going to be a lot of work then.

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We'll need a whole orchestra
to set your life to music properly.

88    10:07:16:18    10:07:21:11
How long have you had
such severe problems with your eyes?

89    10:07:21:15    10:07:24:14
I'd have to say it probably started

90    10:07:24:18    10:07:29:03
about four,
four and a half years ago.

91    10:07:29:07    10:07:33:15
I can't do things by myself.
I always need others to help me.

92    10:07:33:19    10:07:37:21
That's really
what saddens me the most.

93    10:07:38:00    10:07:42:14
It causes me
a lot of pain and distress.

94    10:07:42:18    10:07:45:18
I can't read anymore, either.
I had so many books.

95    10:07:45:22    10:07:50:04
My husband and I put everything off
until after we'd retired.

96    10:07:50:08    10:07:53:08
We dedicated our time
to our practice and our patients.

97    10:07:53:12    10:07:55:15
We had to be there for them.

98    10:07:55:19    10:08:00:01
We thought we'd get to read everything
once we'd retired.

99    10:08:00:05    10:08:03:15
But the good Lord had other plans.

100    10:08:03:19    10:08:07:06
My darling husband
was snatched away from me

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and the good Lord
took my eyesight from me as well.

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If you wish to see it
in those terms, that is.

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It doesn't sound like the Lord
has been very good to you.

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I have railed against him many a time

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and asked him
what I did wrong in my life.

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What am I being punished for?

107    10:08:28:06    10:08:32:11
Living like this
is a harsh punishment.

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- Very deep.
- Elemental?

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My love of music sits
in the very depths of my soul.

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- So it's a fundamental need?
- Yes, absolutely.

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As a musician,
I can understand that very well.

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Yet, for you, this connection to music

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is something essential
to your very existence.

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Our time knows no land more fair

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Than this land of ours beyond compare

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Where we now gather
Under the linden trees

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At eventide

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Where we now gather
Under the linden trees

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At eventide.

120    10:09:25:21    10:09:27:06
Thank you very much.

121    10:09:27:10    10:09:31:17
I have a question for Mr Werner.
Mr Werner?

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Are we singing
a bit too fast for you perhaps?

123    10:09:36:13    10:09:39:20
- Shall we try doing it more slowly?
- Yes.

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Our time knows...

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no land more fair

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Than this land of ours...

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beyond compare

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Where we now gather...

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under the linden trees

130    10:10:13:22    10:10:19:14
At eventide.

131    10:10:21:11    10:10:24:06
That was very nice.
Thank you very much.

132    10:10:26:05    10:10:30:06
Did you all sing so enthusiastically
when you were younger?

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- Yes.
- Really? How about you, Mrs Reisinger?

134    10:10:33:15    10:10:35:03
- No.
- Why not?

135    10:10:35:07    10:10:38:20
When I went to school
I used to sing,

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but then everyone told me to stop,

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because I was throwing the others off,
so I kept quiet.

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And now with you I'm learning
how to sing all over again.

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Did any of you use to play
a musical instrument?

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Harmonica.

141    10:10:56:20    10:10:59:19
- Piano.
- Wait. Let's go along one by one.

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I played the piano and the accordion.

143    10:11:03:07    10:11:06:10
I mostly played the accordion
when I was younger.

144    10:11:06:14    10:11:08:07
I played more piano later.

145    10:11:08:11    10:11:10:18
- Did you play as an adult?
- Yes.

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You can feel
where the black keys are.

147    10:11:14:08    10:11:16:04
I've got it.

148    10:11:16:08    10:11:18:05
Give it a try. That's right.

149    10:11:28:23    10:11:30:21
That sounds great.

150    10:11:34:05    10:11:35:18
You've got great rhythm!

151    10:11:35:22    10:11:39:06
I think we should
meet up another time, separately.

152    10:11:39:10    10:11:41:00
Let's sing a bit more now.

153    10:11:41:04    10:11:44:24
- We'll play together another time.
- Fantastic.

154    10:11:45:03    10:11:48:21
We should give her a round of applause
for having a go.

155    10:11:49:00    10:11:50:14
Oh, thank you.

156    10:11:52:05    10:11:53:18
Good.

157    10:12:04:19    10:12:07:20
Cologne

158    10:12:10:14    10:12:12:22
In addition to my project in Stuttgart

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I've set up an experimental choir
for elderly singers

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with Ortrud Kegel and Alexandra Naumann
in Cologne.

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All of the participants have to be
at least 70 years old.

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From rehearsal one the group dynamic
has been surprisingly strong.

163    10:13:10:22    10:13:12:21
Like an autumn wind.

164    10:13:13:00    10:13:14:16
Let's say it all together.

165    10:13:35:03    10:13:37:01
Have you got it?

166    10:13:37:05    10:13:40:12
Note by note.
We want to aspirate them.

167    10:13:40:16    10:13:44:06
They're brought in
and then carried away by the wind.

168    10:13:50:21    10:13:52:06
Okay, let's try it.

169    10:15:21:22    10:15:25:18
I have your accordion here,
Mr Günther.

170    10:15:25:22    10:15:30:13
I don't know much about these.
What's the best way to put it on you?

171    10:15:30:17    10:15:32:17
- Just take it out.
- Okay.

172    10:15:35:12    10:15:39:00
You have to tell me what to do now.

173    10:15:47:09    10:15:48:24
There we go.

174    10:15:49:03    10:15:53:10
I'm completely and utterly damaged.

175    10:15:55:14    10:15:57:20
We did quite well in that case.

176    10:15:57:24    10:16:01:19
- Sorry?
- We did quite well in that case then.

177    10:16:01:23    10:16:05:05
Okay, so this is the right hand side.

178    10:16:06:09    10:16:08:00
Can I rest it on your knee?

179    10:16:08:04    10:16:11:01
I haven't played this for years.

180    10:16:12:09    10:16:14:13
Ah, my old accordion.

181    10:16:16:07    10:16:19:18
It's going to be difficult to play
with the one hand.

182    10:16:19:22    10:16:22:03
It's will be a real struggle.

183    10:16:22:07    10:16:26:15
Maybe you could focus on the right one
and I'll do the bellows

184    10:16:26:19    10:16:29:23
since there's no feeling
in your left arm anyway.

185    10:16:43:09    10:16:46:09
I'll come a bit nearer.

186    10:16:47:20    10:16:49:12
Sorry?

187    10:16:54:04    10:16:58:03
- No.
- Nothing doing? Okay.

188    10:16:58:07    10:17:01:19
- I'm really very sorry.
- At least you gave it a go.

189    10:17:01:23    10:17:05:09
My fingers are virtually paralysed.

190    10:17:05:13    10:17:07:16
- If you...
- I can't do it.

191    10:17:07:20    10:17:11:09
I think your body remembers
how it worked back in the day,

192    10:17:11:13    10:17:15:21
yet if one half doesn't work,
the other half doesn't want to either.

193    10:17:20:08    10:17:22:04
How else could we do it?

194    10:17:22:08    10:17:25:07
I could stand behind you
and work the bellows.

195    10:17:25:11    10:17:28:12
Shall we try it like that?

196    10:17:28:16    10:17:30:24
You'd be wearing it again.

197    10:17:31:03    10:17:33:20
Or are you fed up
with this fussing about?

198    10:17:33:24    10:17:36:15
- It won't work.
- It won't?

199    10:17:38:14    10:17:41:08
It's frustrating, isn't it?

200    10:17:44:21    10:17:47:01
But it will be nice
with the keyboard too.

201    10:17:47:05    10:17:49:07
We'll do something with it.

202    10:17:49:11    10:17:51:11
We'll do the best we can.

203    10:17:53:04    10:17:55:18
- Ah, well this is very nice!
- Yes.

204    10:17:55:22    10:17:58:15
You've put in a few personal touches.

205    10:17:58:19    10:18:02:13
That's me and my husband.

206    10:18:04:02    10:18:07:20
- That was our second marriage.
- The second one?

207    10:18:07:24    10:18:13:04
We got divorced once.
He was an alcoholic, so I divorced him.

208    10:18:13:08    10:18:16:17
But then his parents both died
and I felt sorry for him,

209    10:18:16:21    10:18:19:05
so I married him again.

210    10:18:19:09    10:18:21:17
It was in a registry office that time.

211    10:18:22:08    10:18:26:13
- And you collect dolls?
- Yes.

212    10:18:28:14    10:18:32:24
When we sang that song recently,
"Can Love Be a Sin",

213    10:18:33:03    10:18:37:16
you said, with all your might,
"No! Love can never be a sin!"

214    10:18:37:20    10:18:41:05
It sounded like that came
from personal experience.

215    10:18:41:09    10:18:43:22
- It did.
- Really?

216    10:18:44:01    10:18:49:09
After my confirmation,
I saw my boyfriend,

217    10:18:49:13    10:18:52:15
or rather, the man
who was to become my boyfriend.

218    10:18:52:19    10:18:55:03
We were just walking around

219    10:18:55:07    10:18:59:13
and the men were sat down somewhere
singing and I thought,

220    10:18:59:17    10:19:01:13
"What a lovely voice he has."

221    10:19:02:11    10:19:06:13
He looked at me and said,

222    10:19:06:17    10:19:11:20
"You're confirmed now.
Let's both go for a little walk."

223    10:19:11:24    10:19:15:20
We went into the woods,
and that's where it happened.

224    10:19:17:15    10:19:20:07
I was confirmed when I was 14.

225    10:19:20:11    10:19:22:09
In July, I turned 15.

226    10:19:22:13    10:19:25:07
And in December
my Annemarie was born.

227    10:19:25:11    10:19:28:09
- In the same year? You turned 15?
- Yes.

228    10:19:28:13    10:19:33:10
It was my first ever time with a man,
and I got pregnant immediately.

229    10:19:34:16    10:19:37:15
- It was a terrible time.
- Really?

230    10:19:37:19    10:19:40:23
Everyone talked about me

231    10:19:41:02    10:19:45:10
and saw me as being a bad girl.

232    10:19:45:14    10:19:47:16
I didn't have any friends, nobody.

233    10:19:47:20    10:19:51:11
Girls were told to steer clear
as I might rub off on them.

234    10:19:51:15    10:19:55:04
- So you were really ostracised?
- Yes, exactly.

235    10:19:55:08    10:19:57:23
Did your parents support you at least?

236    10:19:58:02    10:20:02:15
My mother used to hit me
nearly every other day.

237    10:20:02:19    10:20:05:10
- While you were pregnant?
- Yes.

238    10:20:05:14    10:20:10:12
And when she was in a bad mood
she would hit me every single day.

239    10:20:10:16    10:20:13:09
Was that over several months?

240    10:20:13:13    10:20:15:18
For about two months.

241    10:20:15:22    10:20:20:07
When she saw my belly growing,
she stopped.

242    10:20:36:02    10:20:38:17
Don't wait for me.
You're always spot on.

243    10:20:38:21    10:20:42:11
If anyone makes mistakes, it'll be me.
Carry on.

244    10:20:42:15    10:20:45:24
- Can it...
- Can it really be a sin?

245    10:20:46:03    10:20:49:14
To give someone...

246    10:20:51:16    10:20:55:02
To give someone everything

247    10:20:59:04    10:21:01:21
Shall we read through it together?

248    10:21:02:00    10:21:06:06
Can it be a sin to love?

249    10:21:06:10    10:21:11:09
Should it be a secret
when we share a kiss?

250    10:21:11:13    10:21:15:15
When we forget everything

251    10:21:15:19    10:21:17:15
In a whirlwind of joy?

252    10:21:17:19    10:21:20:17
Then I tinkle around
on the piano a bit.

253    10:21:20:21    10:21:23:19
Can it be a sin to love?

254    10:21:25:04    10:21:29:09
Even if it were, I wouldn't care

255    10:21:29:13    10:21:32:14
For I'd rather go sinning

256    10:21:33:18    10:21:38:12
Than live without love!

257    10:21:38:16    10:21:42:17
Instead of looking
at your sheet music at the end

258    10:21:42:21    10:21:45:23
look up and sing
to these lovely people here.

259    10:21:46:02    10:21:48:21
Than live without love!

260    10:21:49:00    10:21:52:01
Ta-da!
Let's do the last line again.

261    10:21:52:05    10:21:56:07
Then I'd rather go sinning

262    10:21:56:11    10:22:00:01
- Than live without love!
- Than live without love!

263    10:22:00:05    10:22:02:23
And play to the audience.
Let's do it again.

264    10:22:03:02    10:22:04:13
Do just the last line,

265    10:22:04:17    10:22:07:11
with a coquettish look
at the audience.

266    10:22:07:15    10:22:10:03
- Okay? Right.
- I'd rather...

267    10:22:10:07    10:22:14:12
- Then I'd rather go sinning
- Then I'd rather go sinning

268    10:22:14:16    10:22:18:17
- Than live without love!
- Than live without love!

269    10:22:21:00    10:22:24:04
- It'll be good. Keep it up.
- I sure hope so.

270    10:22:27:01    10:22:30:21
Thank you
for going to so much trouble with me.

271    10:22:42:06    10:22:44:13
Good morning.
Is your name König?

272    10:22:44:17    10:22:46:16
- Yes.
- So is mine.

273    10:22:48:01    10:22:53:03
- I don't think you're my husband.
- We're not related.

274    10:22:53:07    10:22:55:13
Though who knows?

275    10:23:06:02    10:23:08:22
That's okay like that.

276    10:23:09:01    10:23:11:03
This is a serious set-up here.

277    10:23:11:07    10:23:13:02
Shall I turn you around a bit?

278    10:23:13:06    10:23:15:14
Yes, a bit to the right please.

279    10:23:24:11    10:23:27:00
Really testing all the keys,
aren't you?

280    10:24:03:10    10:24:07:14
It goes well when we play together.

281    10:24:08:00    10:24:10:10
When we both play, it works.

282    10:24:10:14    10:24:14:15
Did you know the "Witches' Dance"?
Were you there when he wrote it?

283    10:24:14:19    10:24:17:14
He wrote it in about 1965.

284    10:24:17:18    10:24:20:08
- So you already knew each other then?
- Yes.

285    10:24:20:12    10:24:23:05
- So you saw him compose the piece?
- Yes.

286    10:24:23:09    10:24:26:04
- Were you proud of him?
- Of course.

287    10:24:27:08    10:24:29:19
I was fancy-free back then.

288    10:24:32:06    10:24:34:22
- 44 years.
- You were 44?

289    10:24:35:01    10:24:38:00
No, we've been married
44 years.

290    10:24:38:04    10:24:41:12
- 44 years?
- Yes. Is that a long time?

291    10:24:41:16    10:24:45:05
- Not many manage that these days.
- Very true.

292    10:24:45:09    10:24:47:02
You should be proud.

293    10:24:47:06    10:24:52:07
At 75, he was running around Paris
like a man half his age.

294    10:24:52:11    10:24:55:06
But six months later he had a stroke

295    10:24:55:10    10:24:57:06
and was in a wheelchair.

296    10:24:57:10    10:25:01:14
And that put an end to everything?
Driving, playing the accordion?

297    10:25:01:18    10:25:05:05
When that's what you live for,
and it's taken away from you...

298    10:25:05:09    10:25:08:16
I think musicians understand
how terrible that is.

299    10:25:10:06    10:25:12:09
- Yeah.
- Yes.

300    10:25:14:20    10:25:19:20
I think
that every musician feels the same.

301    10:25:19:24    10:25:21:02
Yes.

302    10:25:24:10    10:25:28:07
- We're in the dining room now.
- Ah, okay.

303    10:25:28:11    10:25:31:05
- The grand piano is over here.
- Okay.

304    10:25:31:09    10:25:36:06
Can I maybe put your handbag
over to the side?

305    10:25:36:10    10:25:38:05
Of course.

306    10:25:38:09    10:25:42:04
- I'll put it on the table over here.
- Please do.

307    10:25:42:08    10:25:43:11
Thanks.

308    10:25:43:15    10:25:46:04
- Take a few steps forward.
- Okay.

309    10:25:46:08    10:25:50:01
Now turn around slightly, to the right.

310    10:25:50:05    10:25:51:22
A little bit more.

311    10:25:52:01    10:25:56:05
- Now you can sit yourself down.
- Very good.

312    10:25:56:09    10:25:58:24
I'll put you here by the high keys.

313    10:25:59:03    10:26:03:01
- Then I can accompany you a bit.
- Lovely.

314    10:26:03:05    10:26:05:07
- Right...
- Wonderful.

315    10:26:05:11    10:26:09:05
- Can you feel for the keys again?
- Okay.

316    10:26:09:09    10:26:13:17
That's right.
Maybe go for the black ones.

317    10:26:13:21    10:26:15:06
Excellent.

318    10:26:15:10    10:26:20:03
You played very rhythmically
the first time we tried something out.

319    10:26:20:07    10:26:23:03
- Yes.
- You have a good sense of rhythm.

320    10:26:23:07    10:26:26:15
I really enjoy dancing, you see.

321    10:26:26:19    10:26:29:16
My husband and I
used to dance all night.

322    10:26:29:20    10:26:32:07
Shall we try something in triple time?

323    10:26:32:11    10:26:34:03
Yes, please start.

324    10:26:34:07    10:26:37:05
I'll play something
using mostly black keys.

325    10:26:41:08    10:26:43:08
Oh, that sounds so good!

326    10:28:01:05    10:28:03:08
That's so much fun!

327    10:28:03:12    10:28:07:00
- That's fantastic.
- We could go right on stage!

328    10:28:08:00    10:28:11:04
- Oh my goodness, that was great.
- Incredible.

329    10:28:11:08    10:28:13:13
It really gives you a boost.

330    10:28:14:20    10:28:18:10
It's a really fantastic way

331    10:28:18:14    10:28:20:22
to let off a bit of steam.

332    10:28:21:01    10:28:23:07
Great.
We'll have to keep this up.

333    10:28:23:11    10:28:26:07
We'll keep working on it
over the next weeks.

334    10:28:26:11    10:28:29:20
I'm here regularly,
every four or five weeks.

335    10:28:29:24    10:28:34:04
- That's a long time.
- Don't say that!

336    10:28:34:08    10:28:36:21
Do I really have to wait
such a long time?

337    10:28:37:00    10:28:39:18
- We'll do this again.
- That's wonderful.

338    10:29:08:15    10:29:11:18
Okay, now let's do the same again.

339    10:29:11:22    10:29:13:15
I can't shout loud enough.

340    10:29:13:19    10:29:17:23
You really are
a quarrelsome bunch now, aren't you?

341    10:29:21:17    10:29:24:16
Let's try and give it
a bit of structure.

342    10:29:24:20    10:29:28:07
There's an underlying whispered tone.

343    10:29:28:11    10:29:33:04
Public transportation, oh dear!
Public transportation, oh dear!

344    10:29:43:06    10:29:45:00
Where's my ticket?

345    10:29:45:04    10:29:47:07
- Too late.
- Oh no, too late.

346    10:29:47:11    10:29:49:09
All this mobile phone chatter!

347    10:29:51:12    10:29:54:23
Darling, can you put
the washing machine on?

348    10:29:58:15    10:30:01:24
It's been 15 minutes now.
15 whole minutes!

349    10:30:04:09    10:30:07:06
Has there been
another accident or what?

350    10:30:10:01    10:30:12:04
Stop treading on my feet!

351    10:30:12:08    10:30:14:24
This is my stop!

352    10:30:18:17    10:30:21:17
- Very nice.
- That was great.

353    10:30:22:24    10:30:25:15
And now we'll hear Mrs Keller's story.

354    10:30:25:19    10:30:28:13
You've already heard it
for the most part.

355    10:30:28:17    10:30:33:14
1945, this story
about a night at the train station.

356    10:30:33:18    10:30:37:18
I'd like to ask you
to move up on stage

357    10:30:37:22    10:30:40:11
and line yourselves up as a group.

358    10:30:41:11    10:30:44:04
It's cold and you're all strangers.

359    10:30:44:08    10:30:48:17
But you have to somehow
huddle together to stay warm.

360    10:30:48:21    10:30:53:06
You're sort of setting the scene
for Mrs Keller's performance.

361    10:30:54:10    10:30:56:08
It's all yours.

362    10:30:56:20    10:30:58:10
It was a long time ago.

363    10:30:58:14    10:31:04:09
September 1945,
a few months after the end of the war.

364    10:31:05:06    10:31:08:24
I was 16 at the time,
and we were refugees.

365    10:31:09:18    10:31:13:15
We had to change trains at Magdeburg,

366    10:31:13:19    10:31:17:21
but there were
no more trains that night.

367    10:31:18:00    10:31:20:13
The station
had been bombed to pieces.

368    10:31:21:06    10:31:27:06
People sat huddled together
on the ground or on their suitcases.

369    10:31:27:10    10:31:31:02
It was like we all shared
the same destiny.

370    10:31:31:06    10:31:35:04
We were all down in the dumps.

371    10:31:35:08    10:31:39:07
But we had survived the whole mess.

372    10:31:39:11    10:31:41:14
Now things could only get better.

373    10:31:41:18    10:31:45:14
An accordion started playing.

374    10:31:45:18    10:31:48:01
Others joined in.

375    10:31:48:05    10:31:54:05
And suddenly, seas of people
were singing together in this tunnel.

376    10:31:54:09    10:31:56:11
It was a great atmosphere.

377    10:31:56:15    10:31:59:05
But I was most impressed

378    10:31:59:09    10:32:02:21
by a song that a few people
from Cologne were singing.

379    10:32:03:00    10:32:06:12
"I'd like to walk
back home to Cologne".

380    10:32:06:16    10:32:08:09
Thank you.

381    10:32:08:13    10:32:10:14
What I'd like to see and hear now

382    10:32:10:18    10:32:13:21
is how these people
began to sing together.

383    10:32:14:12    10:32:19:00
A song is born
from this group here.

384    10:32:20:14    10:32:23:10
When I sit

385    10:32:23:14    10:32:27:11
And think of home,

386    10:32:27:15    10:32:30:05
Before my eyes

387    10:32:30:09    10:32:34:00
I see the Dome

388    10:32:34:04    10:32:37:10
I'd do but anything

389    10:32:37:14    10:32:41:10
To go back home

390    10:32:41:14    10:32:47:05
I'd like to walk back home to Cologne

391    10:32:48:05    10:32:51:21
I'd do anything

392    10:32:52:00    10:32:56:10
To go back home,

393    10:32:56:14    10:32:59:15
I'd like to walk

394    10:32:59:19    10:33:04:14
Back home to Cologne

395    10:33:16:11    10:33:19:06
Mr Adamszak,
may I record our conversation?

396    10:33:19:10    10:33:22:14
- Yes, that's fine.
- So I can remember everything?

397    10:33:25:20    10:33:28:10
So we will be having
our concert in Essen.

398    10:33:28:14    10:33:34:03
For us, it's a new city,
but for you, it's home turf.

399    10:33:34:07    10:33:38:22
It's home, right. I'm looking forward
to going back to Essen.

400    10:33:39:01    10:33:42:23
You lived in Essen.
Were you also born there?

401    10:33:43:02    10:33:45:10
Yes, I was born in Essen.

402    10:33:45:14    10:33:48:03
It was 1921.

403    10:33:48:07    10:33:51:10
1921. So you're 91 now.

404    10:33:51:14    10:33:54:22
- 91, yes.
- You've got a few years behind you.

405    10:33:55:01    10:33:56:22
You could say that.

406    10:34:00:24    10:34:04:16
You were telling me earlier

407    10:34:04:20    10:34:07:02
about the chapters of your life.

408    10:34:07:06    10:34:09:22
And when you think about it,

409    10:34:10:01    10:34:12:17
you've had several difficult farewells.

410    10:34:12:21    10:34:15:21
My brother was killed
when he was 18.

411    10:34:16:00    10:34:18:00
All three of us were in Russia.

412    10:34:18:04    10:34:21:17
He was only on the front for 24 hours
before he was killed.

413    10:34:21:21    10:34:23:21
18 years old.

414    10:34:24:04    10:34:26:01
- You were very young.
- Yes.

415    10:34:26:05    10:34:28:20
We're a bit naïve at that age
you could say.

416    10:34:28:24    10:34:30:16
I was fired up.

417    10:34:30:20    10:34:32:21
We believed the lies

418    10:34:33:00    10:34:36:07
that the French and Russians
were going to attack us.

419    10:34:36:11    10:34:39:09
Those were all lies,
but we believed them.

420    10:34:39:13    10:34:42:08
So what do you do as a young man?

421    10:34:42:12    10:34:44:13
You step up
to defend Mother and Father.

422    10:34:44:17    10:34:47:18
You want to defend
women and children.

423    10:34:47:22    10:34:50:18
Our age didn't matter.

424    10:34:50:22    10:34:54:14
You love your country, don't you?

425    10:34:54:18    10:34:59:10
How did it feel to come home
as one of the few survivors?

426    10:34:59:14    10:35:02:12
We were sad.
We were beaten.

427    10:35:02:16    10:35:04:10
We actually felt ashamed.

428    10:35:04:14    10:35:08:20
We were absolutely despairing.

429    10:35:08:24    10:35:12:17
Despairing about losing
so many people, so many friends.

430    10:35:12:21    10:35:15:19
We were a good-sized group of boys

431    10:35:15:23    10:35:20:13
and then 13 of us never came back,
my brother included.

432    10:35:20:17    10:35:22:20
That was tough, you know?

433    10:35:22:24    10:35:26:02
And then I had to face
their mothers and fathers.

434    10:35:26:06    10:35:29:05
I always had tears in my eyes.

435    10:35:30:05    10:35:33:01
You came home, but they didn't.

436    10:35:33:05    10:35:35:09
That was painful.

437    10:35:40:21    10:35:43:10
And you never forget that.

438    10:36:13:17    10:36:16:07
We're not shouting this
from the rooftops,

439    10:36:16:11    10:36:18:07
but I think it resonates in this piece

440    10:36:18:11    10:36:21:19
that this is generally
about saying goodbye.

441    10:36:21:23    10:36:24:16
This is Alfred Adamszak's story

442    10:36:24:20    10:36:29:18
about returning home from war
as a survivor.

443    10:36:29:22    10:36:32:14
- Yes.
- But others did not survive.

444    10:36:32:18    10:36:37:09
How do you go on living and continue
to feel worthy of living?

445    10:36:37:13    10:36:40:11
This is a story with great conflict.

446    10:36:40:15    10:36:44:02
You never forget it.
You never get over it.

447    10:36:44:06    10:36:47:01
- You're always thinking about it.
- Right.

448    10:36:48:01    10:36:52:09
You're always thinking
about being on the front,

449    10:36:52:13    10:36:56:07
as they fell,
how you knelt next to them.

450    10:36:56:11    10:36:58:00
- As they died.
- Yes.

451    10:36:58:04    10:37:01:22
You never forget it,
and it always haunts your dreams.

452    10:37:12:08    10:37:15:07
Try to memorize that note.

453    10:37:15:11    10:37:19:01
I would ask each of you,
in your own voice,

454    10:37:19:05    10:37:22:09
to integrate the words
"Good luck" and "Farewell"

455    10:37:22:13    10:37:24:09
into that note.

456    10:37:24:19    10:37:30:08
Good luck! Farewell!

457    10:37:32:08    10:37:33:14
Farewell!

458    10:37:33:18    10:37:37:12
And, as a third element,
an entire sentence.

459    10:37:37:16    10:37:40:24
A sentence
taken from Gisela Keller's story,

460    10:37:41:03    10:37:42:19
namely, "We survived!"

461    10:37:42:23    10:37:45:22
As she put it,
"We survived the whole mess."

462    10:37:46:01    10:37:51:09
I'll play the chord again a few times
and you all can gradually join in.

463    10:38:01:10    10:38:05:13
- We have survived.
- We have survived.

464    10:38:10:16    10:38:14:13
- We have survived.
- We have survived.

465    10:38:18:22    10:38:23:23
- We have survived.
- Farewell!

466    10:38:24:02    10:38:26:16
Farewell!

467    10:38:30:13    10:38:32:18
We have survived.

468    10:38:36:24    10:38:42:24
Good luck!

469    10:39:03:18    10:39:05:14
I can't tango!

470    10:39:41:00    10:39:44:10
Careful, be careful there!

471    10:40:09:06    10:40:12:20
These four guys here
are called Uwaga.

472    10:40:12:24    10:40:14:23
Uwaga. That native American?

473    10:40:15:02    10:40:18:19
- Uwaga means "Warning!"
- Warning!

474    10:40:18:23    10:40:22:02
"Warning!" in Polish. All right.

475    10:40:25:00    10:40:27:17
Where there's light,
there's also shadow.

476    10:40:27:21    10:40:32:16
I think that music allows us
to see the dark side of things

477    10:40:32:20    10:40:35:17
and not just the bright side.

478    10:40:35:21    10:40:37:10
Yes.

479    10:40:37:14    10:40:40:15
And I must say,
what really impressed me

480    10:40:40:19    10:40:43:03
about our conversation the other day

481    10:40:43:07    10:40:47:23
was the story about you as a child.

482    10:40:48:02    10:40:51:23
The one
where you called out into the sky,

483    10:40:52:02    10:40:56:02
"Where are you?",
to your mother.

484    10:40:56:06    10:40:58:10
- As a four-year-old.
- A four-year-old.

485    10:40:58:14    10:41:01:01
I'd really like to make
this four-year-old child

486    10:41:01:05    10:41:04:21
heard in our piece,
or make a comparison with her.

487    10:41:05:00    10:41:07:00
I see, okay.

488    10:41:07:04    10:41:11:08
I don't know how this sounds,
but I have a title in mind.

489    10:41:11:12    10:41:13:03
- A title?
- Yes.

490    10:41:13:07    10:41:16:09
- I was thinking of "The Empty Sky".
- Oh, yes.

491    10:41:16:13    10:41:18:24
Shall we make a song
about an empty sky?

492    10:41:19:03    10:41:23:08
I'm so happy that you're giving me
so much attention

493    10:41:23:12    10:41:26:12
and that you consider
my story somehow special

494    10:41:26:16    10:41:31:01
and value it in some way.

495    10:41:31:05    10:41:33:17
That's really gratifying for me.

496    10:41:33:21    10:41:37:15
I think our entire encounter
is something special.

497    10:41:37:19    10:41:39:02
Thanks.

498    10:41:39:06    10:41:42:17
The feeling is definitely mutual.

499    10:41:42:21    10:41:45:17
That makes me very happy.

500    10:41:46:17    10:41:49:06
How does an empty sky sound?

501    10:41:49:10    10:41:51:23
- Right.
- How can we get a feel for that?

502    10:41:52:02    10:41:54:22
Melancholy, worn down,

503    10:41:55:01    10:41:58:14
very slow and pensive.

504    10:41:58:18    10:42:01:20
It should go very deep.

505    10:42:01:24    10:42:07:04
Nothing is there, no proverbial light
at the end of the tunnel,

506    10:42:07:08    10:42:12:24
but simply the darkness and depth
of the underworld.

507    10:42:13:03    10:42:17:10
Like Orpheus entering the underworld.

508    10:42:39:19    10:42:41:20
Are you already on to something?

509    10:42:41:24    10:42:47:24
I think I should move towards
that depth that I'm trying to achieve.

510    10:42:59:23    10:43:02:19
You can't go any deeper.
You hit the bottom.

511    10:43:04:03    10:43:07:02
- The deepest depths.
- Yes.

512    10:43:11:22    10:43:15:03
That's a beautiful melancholic sound,
isn't it?

513    10:43:15:07    10:43:18:08
Yes, very nice.

514    10:43:26:10    10:43:30:13
I find it sounds
just like an empty sky.

515    10:44:34:00    10:44:38:10
- For you, the sky is not empty, right?
- No, it's not empty.

516    10:44:38:14    10:44:40:21
- My father is always there.
- Yes.

517    10:44:41:00    10:44:43:18
When I go out, I always say,

518    10:44:43:22    10:44:46:24
"Father, give me strength
and watch over me."

519    10:44:47:03    10:44:51:06
Is that your own father
or your heavenly father?

520    10:44:51:10    10:44:53:20
- No, my father is dead.
- Yes.

521    10:44:53:24    10:44:56:24
And they say
our souls go to heaven.

522    10:44:57:03    10:44:58:16
Right.

523    10:44:58:20    10:45:00:18
So the sky is not empty?

524    10:45:00:22    10:45:03:04
- No, it's full.
- It's really full.

525    10:45:03:08    10:45:06:07
Yes, really.

526    10:45:28:17    10:45:32:13
Good afternoon everyone.
Thanks for coming.

527    10:45:32:17    10:45:36:12
We did some talent scouting
this past year so to speak.

528    10:45:36:16    10:45:41:09
And we've discovered,
or rediscovered, many talents.

529    10:45:42:04    10:45:43:19
Our guests today

530    10:45:43:23    10:45:47:08
are the Stuttgart Neue Vocalsolisten.

531    10:46:44:17    10:46:47:23
Mrs Reisinger sang here
for the first time.

532    10:46:48:02    10:46:50:22
I don't know about you,
but when I imagine

533    10:46:51:01    10:46:53:22
starting to sing
at well beyond 60,

534    10:46:54:01    10:46:57:17

and then doing it in front of a crowd,

535    10:46:57:21    10:47:01:15
I think my heart
would be pounding pretty hard.

536    10:47:01:19    10:47:03:17
My heart is beating fast.

537    10:47:08:02    10:47:12:12
I'll never regret what I did

538    10:47:12:16    10:47:15:05
And what resulted from love.

539    10:47:15:09    10:47:18:04
You must forgive me.

540    10:47:18:08    10:47:20:22
That's why she's here now!

541    10:47:21:01    10:47:25:11
Can it be a sin to love?

542    10:47:25:15    10:47:29:13
Even if it were, I wouldn't care

543    10:47:29:17    10:47:33:18
Then I'd rather go sinning,

544    10:47:33:22    10:47:38:14
than live without love!

545    10:48:04:09    10:48:06:21
- Come on in, Mr Günther.
- Hello.

546    10:48:10:14    10:48:14:15
Mr Günther, do you have
any recollection of the stroke itself?

547    10:48:15:07    10:48:17:05
Of that exact moment?

548    10:48:19:01    10:48:23:02
The whole engine cover

549    10:48:24:09    10:48:30:01
came flying right up onto me.

550    10:48:31:06    10:48:34:08
It came flying up.

551    10:48:34:12    10:48:36:06
It was terrible.

552    10:48:36:10    10:48:38:18
That's the last thing you remember?

553    10:48:39:06    10:48:40:21
I saw that.

554    10:48:41:00    10:48:42:12
The paramedic,

555    10:48:42:16    10:48:47:12
as we were on our way
to the hospital,

556    10:48:47:16    10:48:50:24
said that in all his experience

557    10:48:51:03    10:48:53:02
he'd never seen

558    10:48:53:06    10:48:57:12
a car that smashed up

559    10:48:57:16    10:48:59:16
and destroyed,

560    10:48:59:20    10:49:05:18
and still seen two people
come out alive.

561    10:49:05:22    10:49:08:06
So you were lucky and unlucky at once?

562    10:49:08:10    10:49:11:09
Exactly, and he said

563    10:49:11:13    10:49:15:19
both of our guardian angels
were looking out for us.

564    10:49:16:07    10:49:19:18
Shall we incorporate
the guardian angel into the piece?

565    10:49:19:22    10:49:21:04
Yes?

566    10:49:22:04    10:49:25:24
I'm going to try to imagine
the "Witches' Dance"

567    10:49:26:03    10:49:29:21
just as I imagine that moment.

568    10:49:30:00    10:49:33:06
That moment of the accident,
with a loud bang,

569    10:49:33:10    10:49:35:24
and then a moment of unconsciousness,

570    10:49:36:03    10:49:39:08
and then you wake up
and everything has changed.

571    10:49:57:20    10:50:02:08
That's pretty good.
That's nice.

572    10:50:02:12    10:50:07:09
I was thinking too,
it should end with a chord.

573    10:50:07:13    10:50:10:17
Then a short pause,
and tremble.

574    10:50:10:21    10:50:13:18
With a chord, and then...

575    10:50:15:10    10:50:20:19
So I was thinking, the end,

576    10:50:20:23    10:50:25:04
the last bit
should be the "Witches' dance".

577    10:50:25:08    10:50:26:20
Hang on one second.

578    10:50:26:24    10:50:30:03
- Do you see what I mean there?
- Yes, yes.

579    10:50:30:07    10:50:32:22
It sounds like a guardian angel.

580    10:50:54:08    10:50:59:17
And then maybe
without a transition to presto.

581    10:50:59:21    10:51:05:21
We're having two different ideas.
I'd like us to stick to your story.

582    10:51:06:00    10:51:10:06
Then all the dancers

583    10:51:10:10    10:51:12:16
let out a loud witch scream.

584    10:51:12:20    10:51:15:04
A witch scream, okay.

585    10:51:15:08    10:51:17:24
Can they be dancers
from the nursing home?

586    10:51:18:03    10:51:20:10
Sure.

587    10:51:20:14    10:51:22:19
What does a witch scream sound like?

588    10:51:25:16    10:51:27:21
All together now!

589    10:51:28:00    10:51:33:01
And then when they scream,
they all disappear from the stage!

590    10:51:33:05    10:51:34:08
End of the show.

591    10:51:36:01    10:51:39:05
Slower and with more crescendo.

592    10:51:40:13    10:51:43:06
Exactly.
So we can picture the vapour trail.

593    10:51:43:10    10:51:45:14
One, two, three.

594    10:52:13:12    10:52:16:02
I was born in 1939.

595    10:52:16:06    10:52:21:12
So what influenced me most was
the GDR era, with the Russians.

596    10:52:21:16    10:52:23:17
We sang
Russian songs in school.

597    10:52:23:21    10:52:26:10
I enjoyed that,
and still remember them.

598    10:52:32:04    10:52:33:23
The...

599    10:52:34:02    10:52:36:10
Freed by Stalin

600    10:52:36:14    10:52:40:18
It lives in us
as the hope of our time

601    10:52:40:22    10:52:45:16
Those who love peace love Stalin

602    10:52:45:20    10:52:49:06
He freed...
I don't remember the rest.

603    10:52:49:10    10:52:54:22
But we sang those songs as kids
with all our hearts.

604    10:52:55:23    10:52:59:17
But I can still remember us kids

605    10:52:59:21    10:53:04:22
watching as the Russians drank too much
and beat each other up.

606    10:53:05:01    10:53:09:10
For those of us growing up
without fathers thanks to the war,

607    10:53:09:14    10:53:12:02

seeing men go so wild was scary.

608    10:53:12:06    10:53:14:21
Sometimes they'd bang on the door,

609    10:53:15:00    10:53:19:14
because they were drunk,
and they'd hide me in the house.

610    10:53:19:18    10:53:24:06
As a kid, I would often crawl up
in the attic, which terrified me.

611    10:53:24:10    10:53:27:11
I'd crawl into the far back corner.

612    10:53:27:15    10:53:30:04
And I felt safer there,
in that dark hole.

613    10:53:32:01    10:53:35:06
I have such vivid memories of that.

614    10:53:37:23    10:53:41:00
And to look that fear
straight in the eye,

615    10:53:41:04    10:53:43:12
to try to understand
what it's about,

616    10:53:43:16    10:53:45:19
that motivated me.

617    10:53:45:23    10:53:49:04
Was there
any sort of liberating moment?

618    10:53:49:08    10:53:54:02
Some sort of turning point
that resulted from these fears?

619    10:53:54:06    10:53:57:03
Well, for my 60th birthday

620    10:54:00:01    10:54:05:05
some friends invited me
to go skydiving.

621    10:54:05:09    10:54:07:23
- They wanted you to jump?
- Yes.

622    10:54:08:02    10:54:09:21
I told them they were crazy,

623    10:54:10:00    10:54:12:23
that I get dizzy
looking over my balcony!

624    10:54:13:02    10:54:15:24
But then I went home and thought,

625    10:54:16:03    10:54:20:02
"My God, Olga,
you're turning 60.

626    10:54:20:06    10:54:24:16
"It's about time
you overcome your fears."

627    10:54:25:07    10:54:29:11
I remember it like it was yesterday,
4,000 metres up in the air.

628    10:54:29:15    10:54:33:03
Then the moment of truth came,
and it was unreal.

629    10:54:33:07    10:54:36:11
You look down and know
you brought it upon yourself.

630    10:54:36:15    10:54:38:14
There's no turning back.

631    10:55:00:06    10:55:05:13
We don't even really know
what direction we're going in today.

632    10:55:06:11    10:55:08:16
But we have an underlying theme.

633    10:55:08:20    10:55:12:11
What distinguishes you from us
is that you're a generation

634    10:55:12:15    10:55:15:22
that early on,
at least by the end of the war,

635    10:55:16:01    10:55:18:21
experienced some sort
of existential fears.

636    10:55:19:00    10:55:22:08
Something we hope
we won't ever have to experience.

637    10:55:22:12    10:55:25:10
So we've gathered
a few ideas for today,

638    10:55:25:14    10:55:29:21
ideas and suggestions
that you can accept or turn down.

639    10:56:02:06    10:56:03:19
No!

640    10:56:08:20    10:56:12:03
I don't have any fears, I'm sorry.

641    10:56:12:15    10:56:17:04
To be honest, if I'd chosen to always
be afraid in certain situations,

642    10:56:17:08    10:56:19:02
I wouldn't be sitting here today.

643    10:56:19:06    10:56:22:06
If I had to relive
those fears over and over,

644    10:56:22:10    10:56:26:17
it would end up being very
uncomfortable, for me at least.

645    10:56:27:22    10:56:32:21
The problem for me is that,
we're all at an age, or I'm at an age,

646    10:56:33:00    10:56:36:00
where I think and hope
I've overcome my fears.

647    10:56:36:04    10:56:38:22
I choose
to approach life differently now

648    10:56:39:01    10:56:41:23
and would rather not conjure up
the old fears

649    10:56:42:02    10:56:46:12
that I used to have,
just to feel them and act them out.

650    10:56:46:16    10:56:47:20
That's stressful.

651    10:56:47:24    10:56:50:02
How is this related to singing?

652    10:56:50:06    10:56:53:01
We're a choir.
We want to sing.

653    10:56:53:05    10:56:56:15
Will this exercise
be somehow integrated?

654    10:56:56:19    10:57:00:22
What's the connection?
What does this have to do with singing?

655    10:57:01:01    10:57:04:10
Our programme's approach
is to take life themes

656    10:57:04:14    10:57:08:01
and personal stories
and put them to music.

657    10:57:08:05    10:57:11:13
The goal we have with this piece,
for example,

658    10:57:11:17    10:57:16:16
is that Olga offers a response to fear
through this song.

659    10:58:17:00    10:58:19:16
Dear God, thank you for the night.

660    10:58:19:20    10:58:23:12
Please give me strength for today.

661    10:58:24:00    10:58:25:15
Amen.

662    10:58:36:21    10:58:40:24
Darling,
please give me strength for today too.

663    10:58:55:00    10:58:57:24
Mrs Reisinger
is our expert on late debuts.

664    10:58:58:03    10:59:00:06
You just made
your singing debut.

665    10:59:00:10    10:59:03:15
Now you're going
to make your debut as a composer.

666    10:59:03:19    10:59:07:08
- And an actress.
- A film actress.

667    10:59:07:12    10:59:10:15
Someday.
I'm still too young for that.

668    10:59:14:10    10:59:20:09
When you're pregnant and so young
and you're being constantly beaten,

669    10:59:20:13    10:59:24:22
I imagine that you must have
a whirlwind of thoughts in your head.

670    10:59:25:01    10:59:29:05
Yes, I used to always say,
"Dear God, why are you punishing me?"

671    10:59:30:10    10:59:34:00
I'd like to try something.
May I take a look at your music?

672    10:59:34:04    10:59:36:15
No, the other sheet music.

673    10:59:37:24    10:59:41:23
Instead of "Dear God, give me strength"
or "Why are you punishing me?"...

674    10:59:42:02    10:59:43:13
Hello Mrs Pfizenmeier.

675    10:59:43:17    10:59:48:06
Instead of that,
could we use "Can Love Be a Sin?"

676    10:59:48:10    10:59:50:13
- Could we work that in?
- Yes!

677    10:59:50:17    10:59:54:11
That works better.
The other part is private too.

678    10:59:58:00    11:00:00:09
Now I have a rather unusual suggestion.

679    11:00:00:13    11:00:04:12
Go ahead and lay your notes down
and get comfortable.

680    11:00:05:01    11:00:10:24
So between verses,
go on and give yourselves a slap.

681    11:00:13:18    11:00:16:20
Can it be a sin to love?

682    11:00:17:18    11:00:19:06
No, between verses.

683    11:00:19:10    11:00:23:15
Two of you can do it at the same time.
Pay no attention to the others.

684    11:00:25:12    11:00:29:12
- Can it be a sin to love?
- Can it be a sin to love?

685    11:00:33:15    11:00:36:18
It's not
a "one, two, slap" type of thing.

686    11:00:36:22    11:00:41:09
Really put yourself in her position
and imagine how she felt.

687    11:00:42:14    11:00:45:10
- Can it be a sin to love?
- Can it be a sin to love?

688    11:00:51:08    11:00:53:18
- Does that fit?
- Yes.

689    11:00:53:22    11:00:58:18
- Can we continue in that direction?
- Yes.

690    11:00:58:22    11:01:02:10
- Can it be a sin to love?
- Can it be a sin to love?

691    11:01:21:20    11:01:23:11
Yes? Come in.

692    11:01:23:15    11:01:25:17
- Mr Günther?
- Come in.

693    11:01:25:21    11:01:28:11
It's me, Bernhard König.
Good morning.

694    11:01:30:04    11:01:32:11
- Good morning.
- Good morning.

695    11:01:32:15    11:01:34:12
- How is your rib?
- Sorry?

696    11:01:34:16    11:01:38:15
How is your rib?
Are you in a lot of pain?

697    11:01:38:19    11:01:41:18
Yes, I am.
But let's talk about something else.

698    11:01:41:22    11:01:45:01
- That'd be better.
- We'll get your mind off of it.

699    11:01:45:05    11:01:47:11
I brought a nice distraction today.

700    11:05:01:17    11:05:04:21
Our concert is drawing near.

701    11:05:05:00    11:05:08:01
How many weeks left?
End of June.

702    11:05:08:23    11:05:10:18
And what's got me nervous

703    11:05:10:22    11:05:13:05
is that we're in our rehearsal week

704    11:05:13:09    11:05:15:09
and have very little material.

705    11:05:15:13    11:05:17:21
How are we supposed to be ready

706    11:05:18:00    11:05:22:09
to perform on such a big stage
for such a big audience by June when...

707    11:05:22:13    11:05:24:06
- Sorry?
- You're a pessimist!

708    11:05:24:10    11:05:26:15
- How so?
- We'll get it done.

709    11:05:26:19    11:05:28:15
So I should shut my mouth?

710    11:05:28:19    11:05:32:11
- Yes, shut up.
- Okay, I'll shut up.

711    11:05:32:15    11:05:33:15
Fine.

712    11:05:33:19    11:05:38:02
A very important issue in Essen
since the 1990s

713    11:05:38:06    11:05:43:22
has been the closing of the mines
and the end of mining culture.

714    11:05:44:01    11:05:48:16
What must the city have been like
back then when it was full of mills,

715    11:05:48:20    11:05:50:20
mines and factories?

716    11:06:32:09    11:06:34:07
Pull the plug.

717    11:06:43:11    11:06:47:24
And now we'll be very quiet again,
like we were at the beginning.

718    11:06:48:03    11:06:49:23
Don't move.

719    11:06:53:00    11:06:56:14
It's important that you sing

720    11:06:56:18    11:07:01:07
and then abruptly stop
as if you've just heard the news.

721    11:07:01:11    11:07:04:22
You've been fired.
You're no longer of any value.

722    11:07:05:01    11:07:06:14
You're no longer needed.

723    11:07:06:18    11:07:11:03
So a moment of total silence,
then you let your paper fall...

724    11:07:12:03    11:07:14:03
and then you leave.

725    11:07:24:21    11:07:29:15
Good luck, good luck!

726    11:07:29:19    11:07:34:01
The foreman's coming

727    11:07:34:05    11:07:39:05
And he has his bright light
In the night,

728    11:07:39:09    11:07:44:15
And he has his bright light
In the night!

729    11:07:44:19    11:07:49:16
He has already kindled it,

730    11:07:49:20    11:07:54:00
Already kindled it

731    11:07:54:04    11:07:56:18
Now just the underlined text.

732    11:07:57:17    11:08:03:07
Good luck, good luck!

733    11:08:03:11    11:08:08:13
The foreman is coming!

734    11:08:08:17    11:08:14:05
And he has his bright light
In the night,

735    11:08:14:09    11:08:19:11
And he has his bright light
In the night!

736    11:08:19:15    11:08:24:24
He has already kindled it,

737    11:08:25:03    11:08:30:18
Already kindled it

738    11:08:31:22    11:08:37:05
Good luck, good luck!

739    11:08:37:09    11:08:42:01
The foreman is coming!

740    11:08:42:05    11:08:47:13
And he has his bright light
In the night,

741    11:08:47:17    11:08:52:23
And he has his bright light
In the night!

742    11:08:53:02    11:08:58:08
He has already kindled it,

743    11:08:58:12    11:09:04:12
Already kindled it

744    11:09:24:09    11:09:27:14
- Now.
- Where are you?

745    11:09:27:18    11:09:29:19
Oh, that's very synthetic.

746    11:09:31:01    11:09:34:24
- You'd like that a bit cleaner, right?
- Closer to the voice.

747    11:09:35:03    11:09:37:23
So that, basically,

748    11:09:38:02    11:09:43:11
if it's possible,
you cut out everything but the voice.

749    11:09:43:15    11:09:46:10
So that you sustain
the highest frequency

750    11:09:46:14    11:09:48:03
as the constant tone.

751    11:09:48:07    11:09:52:04
Would you mind trying it
in the microphone?

752    11:09:52:08    11:09:53:23
Where are you?

753    11:09:57:13    11:10:00:12
Where are you, Mother?

754    11:10:00:16    11:10:03:11
Yes, great!
That's what we need.

755    11:10:03:15    11:10:05:14
How do you imagine it?

756    11:10:05:18    11:10:08:23
Is someone waiting for you
in this empty sky?

757    11:10:09:02    11:10:12:12
Will your mother be there
to welcome you one day?

758    11:10:13:21    11:10:19:01
One can hope and believe in that,
but we can't be sure.

759    11:10:19:05    11:10:23:10
- But it's a nice thought, right?
- Yes. It's a nice thought.

760    11:10:23:14    11:10:26:03
You mentioned a light
at the end of the tunnel.

761    11:10:26:07    11:10:31:00
- Should we end it on a lighter note?
- Yes.

762    11:10:31:04    11:10:33:19
- As a shimmer of hope.
- Okay.

763    11:10:33:23    11:10:37:03
Do you have any idea
what they should play?

764    11:10:37:24    11:10:40:07
A final chord.

765    11:10:41:08    11:10:45:15
A final chord
with a great shimmer of hope.

766    11:10:47:03    11:10:49:04
- That's how I see it.
- Okay.

767    11:10:49:08    11:10:53:11
- A final chord that says it all.
- Right.

768    11:11:46:03    11:11:50:14
- Can it be a sin to love?
- Can it be a sin to love?

769    11:11:51:16    11:11:53:12
Can, can

770    11:11:53:16    11:11:56:13
- Can it be a sin to love?
- Can it be a sin to love?

771    11:11:57:19    11:11:59:12
Can, can

772    11:12:00:05    11:12:02:20
When two people kiss?

773    11:12:02:24    11:12:06:09
- Can, can
- Can love be a sin?

774    11:12:06:13    11:12:07:19
Can, can

775    11:12:09:12    11:12:11:20
When two people kiss?

776    11:12:23:01    11:12:25:05
Love cannot be a sin.

777    11:12:28:17    11:12:33:08
For if it were,
man would not be on earth.

778    11:12:36:20    11:12:39:16
Love cannot be a sin,

779    11:12:40:21    11:12:44:10
otherwise, the good Lord
would not have created it.

780    11:13:02:08    11:13:05:12
We were saying yesterday
that we admire

781    11:13:05:16    11:13:09:04
how you survived
such a difficult experience.

782    11:13:09:08    11:13:11:14
Right. I did.

783    11:13:12:19    11:13:14:10
With God's strength.

784    11:13:14:14    11:13:18:00
You give younger people
strength and confidence.

785    11:13:18:04    11:13:22:06
Yes, when you're sad,
look to the sky.

786    11:13:22:10    11:13:26:16
Look at the night stars
and look for the Reisinger star.

787    11:13:31:03    11:13:33:24
Not yet, it's not time yet.

788    11:13:46:19    11:13:49:09
Relax your mind.

789    11:13:49:13    11:13:51:09
Look to the sky.

790    11:13:52:16    11:13:55:02
The sky is a beautiful blue.

791    11:13:59:19    11:14:04:12
You see a small puffy cloud
float by now and then.

792    11:14:04:16    11:14:08:02
And sometimes a small bird flies past.

793    11:14:23:15    11:14:26:11
I'd like to chime in right there.

794    11:14:26:21    11:14:29:07
We're standing in an airplane,

795    11:14:29:11    11:14:33:09
looking far down below us,
four kilometres below us.

796    11:14:33:13    11:14:37:10
And the moment comes
where you think, "Do I jump or not?"

797    11:14:37:14    11:14:38:18
And then the...

798    11:14:46:12    11:14:48:02
Wings!

799    11:14:48:06    11:14:49:18
Wings!

800    11:14:56:20    11:14:59:22
- Heavenly!
- Holy!

801    11:15:00:01    11:15:02:22
Intertwined!

802    11:15:03:01    11:15:05:11
Gods!

803    11:15:05:15    11:15:07:11
Okay, thank you.

804    11:15:08:17    11:15:13:04
And now the idea
is that we stay in the air

805    11:15:13:08    11:15:17:08
and we're all in such euphoria
that we feel this divine joy.

806    11:15:17:12    11:15:22:20
We need three minutes in slow motion,
for the parachute to open.

807    11:15:22:24    11:15:26:13
And that's this piece of music, okay?

808    11:15:26:17    11:15:28:08
Fine, go ahead.

809    11:15:30:06    11:15:32:03
No, okay, tell us.

810    11:15:35:05    11:15:37:00
How was it really?

811    11:15:38:12    11:15:42:22
That moment of truth
is terrifying and shocking.

812    11:15:43:01    11:15:45:10
Why did you do it then?

813    11:15:45:14    11:15:47:06
For a physical thrill?

814    11:15:47:18    11:15:52:13
For me,
it was about growing old gracefully.

815    11:15:52:17    11:15:55:06
I needed to find that dignity.

816    11:15:55:10    11:15:59:08
It motivated me so much
to overcome my fear.

817    11:15:59:12    11:16:04:19
After the first 1,000 metres,
when the parachute opens,

818    11:16:04:23    11:16:08:09
suddenly you find yourself
surrounded by such silence.

819    11:16:08:13    11:16:12:12
And that's when I realized
I wasn't dead.

820    11:16:12:16    11:16:15:09
That was thrilling.

821    11:16:16:09    11:16:18:13
It was a wonderful feeling.

822    11:16:18:17    11:16:22:15
It changed a lot for me.
I overcame my biggest fear.

823    11:16:22:19    11:16:26:00
- I'm no longer afraid of life.
- You jumped only once?

824    11:16:26:04    11:16:29:07
That was enough!
No need to repeat it.

825    11:16:29:11    11:16:32:19
I thought maybe you got hooked.

826    11:16:32:23    11:16:36:20
- Fear, fear, fear.
- Fear, fear, fear.

827    11:16:36:24    11:16:40:24
- Fear, fear, fear!
- Fear, fear, fear!

828    11:16:41:03    11:16:45:22
- Fear, fear, fear!
- Fear, fear, fear!

829    11:17:19:11    11:17:23:15
Mother, where are you?

830    11:17:43:19    11:17:46:24
Mother! Where are you?

831    11:18:12:12    11:18:16:06
Mother, where are you?

832    11:19:33:00    11:19:34:15
Morning.

833    11:19:34:19    11:19:38:06
Thank goodness
you're easy to spot from afar.

834    11:19:38:10    11:19:40:12
Are we that loud?

835    11:19:42:10    11:19:45:16
- Hello.

836    11:19:46:22    11:19:48:24
- Hello!
- Hello.

837    11:19:49:03    11:19:51:17
How does the song
with the 100 voices go?

838    11:19:51:21    11:19:55:24
110 voices,
the 111th voice is difficult to hear.

839    11:19:56:03    11:19:57:22
How does the melody go?

840    11:19:58:01    11:20:00:06
You begin.

841    11:20:00:10    11:20:03:03
If all 110 voices sing at once,

842    11:20:03:07    11:20:05:14
then the 111th voice

843    11:20:05:18    11:20:09:12
is no longer easy to hear

844    11:20:09:16    11:20:15:00
- If all 110 voices sing at once,
- If all 110 voices sing at once,

845    11:20:15:04    11:20:19:15
Then the 111th voice
Is no longer easy to hear

846    11:20:19:19    11:20:22:23
If all 110 voices sing at once,

847    11:20:23:02    11:20:26:21
Then the 111th voice
is no longer easy to hear

848    11:20:33:22    11:20:37:01
Essen Philharmonic

849    11:20:38:24    11:20:43:18
- What a beautiful room.
- Wow, this is beautiful!

850    11:20:43:22    11:20:46:21
Mamma Mia!
I don't have the bottle to go in.

851    11:20:49:02    11:20:52:06
Beautiful! Look at this!

852    11:21:04:08    11:21:10:08
This auditorium
is where we'll be acting and singing.

853    11:21:10:12    11:21:12:20
I don't know the very latest,

854    11:21:12:24    11:21:17:24
but as of yesterday,
400 tickets had been sold.

855    11:21:18:03    11:21:23:03
Definitely enough
to warrant some stage fright.

856    11:21:23:07    11:21:24:19
Great.

857    11:21:25:19    11:21:27:21
Can you please come up on stage?

858    11:21:36:00    11:21:39:03
It seems
like you all are still a bit shy.

859    11:21:39:07    11:21:42:13
So I'd like to do a quick exercise.

860    11:21:42:17    11:21:45:07
Go ahead and lay your scores
on the floor.

861    11:21:45:11    11:21:48:16
The idea of flying
and falling is important.

862    11:21:48:20    11:21:53:07
So let's spread our wings.

863    11:22:00:13    11:22:03:09
Let's fly a bit higher.

864    11:22:08:19    11:22:10:13
And land!

865    11:22:13:18    11:22:15:00
Good.

866    11:22:15:04    11:22:18:16
Now I'd like to introduce Mrs Thost.

867    11:22:18:20    11:22:21:24
It's a pleasure to meet you.

868    11:22:26:23    11:22:29:16
Mrs Thost
has travelled here from Stuttgart.

869    11:22:29:20    11:22:32:08
I met her there
in the nursing home.

870    11:22:33:07    11:22:37:02
Take a big step.
There's a cable in front of you.

871    11:22:37:06    11:22:39:00
Wonderful.

872    11:22:49:22    11:22:53:02
It's been a while
since we've done this.

873    11:22:53:06    11:22:58:04
We had the individual notes,
but with repetition.

874    11:22:58:08    11:22:59:15
Right.

875    11:23:02:09    11:23:04:00
- Something like that.
- Yes.

876    11:23:04:04    11:23:06:10
Feel out your black keys.

877    11:23:06:14    11:23:09:14
- Let's just give it a go.
- Very nice.

878    11:23:09:18    11:23:13:12
We're doing tone clouds
and spacey tones.

879    11:23:13:16    11:23:15:13
Let's just give it a try.

880    11:23:19:10    11:23:21:12
Go ahead and join in.

881    11:23:21:16    11:23:24:23
Heavenly!

882    11:23:27:01    11:23:29:22
Holy!

883    11:23:30:01    11:23:33:21
Holy!

884    11:23:34:00    11:23:37:09
Intertwined!

885    11:23:48:23    11:23:52:07
Heaven's gate!

886    11:23:54:12    11:23:57:19
Yes, that's what we're looking for.

887    11:24:08:13    11:24:11:18
I remember hanging there,
4,000 metres in the air.

888    11:24:11:22    11:24:16:07
It was cold and windy,
and then, the moment of truth.

889    11:24:17:11    11:24:19:08
Okay, God. Here I am.

890    11:24:20:16    11:24:25:02
I woke back up
as the parachute suddenly opened.

891    11:24:25:06    11:24:27:22
And then I realized I was still alive.

892    11:24:29:06    11:24:32:16
Olga Petersen, 73 years old.

893    11:25:09:05    11:25:11:19
Joy!

894    11:25:21:20    11:25:25:09
Heaven's gate!

895    11:25:32:20    11:25:36:09
Overcome with joy!

896    11:25:42:22    11:25:47:12
Millions!

897    11:25:47:16    11:25:51:05
Holy!

898    11:25:54:21    11:25:59:10
Angel wings!

899    11:26:00:08    11:26:03:15
Holy!

900    11:26:23:01    11:26:25:21
Overcome with joy!

901    11:26:29:05    11:26:33:04
Overcome with joy!

902    11:26:41:24    11:26:45:22
Holy!

903    11:26:46:01    11:26:49:07
Holy!

904    11:26:49:11    11:26:54:10
Bliss!

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