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| 00:00:00:00 | 00:00:00:01 | The Unplaceables |
| 00:01:03:02 | 00:01:06:15 | Oh, we were supposed to work. I almost forgot. |
| 00:01:10:05 | 00:01:13:01 | Chitchatting, hanging out, |
| 00:01:13:06 | 00:01:16:07 | I'll bring music instruments in to work. |
| 00:01:16:10 | 00:01:19:11 | lots of instruments, so we can form a band. |
| 00:01:19:15 | 00:01:24:16 | I'll buy a bunch of drumsticks, so we can all drum together |
| 00:01:24:21 | 00:01:27:01 | Screw the police. |
| 00:01:27:04 | 00:01:30:08 | We can’t do it inside though. |
| 00:01:30:14 | 00:01:36:05 | No, of course not. I asked once, can I practice my music with colleagues ? |
| 00:01:36:15 | 00:01:38:20 | No, no way. Impossible. |
| 00:01:38:24 | 00:01:40:09 | Do you play ...? |
| 00:01:40:12 | 00:01:42:22 | I play everything. I’m allround where music is concerned. |
| 00:01:43:00 | 00:01:45:17 | Once I had a whistle, |
| 00:01:45:20 | 00:01:47:24 | I was whistling for a second. |
| 00:01:48:03 | 00:01:49:23 | A piccolo ? |
| 00:01:50:02 | 00:01:53:08 | Well, I was just testing it. |
| 00:01:53:16 | 00:01:56:24 | Nathalie jumped at me like an idiot. Yelling; "Stop that !" |
| 00:01:57:05 | 00:01:59:09 | "I can't stand it !" |
| 00:01:59:14 | 00:02:02:07 | I think she has a music allergy. |
| 00:02:02:13 | 00:02:08:06 | If they don’t say, what a fantastic idea. |
| 00:02:08:12 | 00:02:11:23 | If they don't do that, I won't care any longer. |
| 00:02:12:03 | 00:02:15:02 | You know what I‘m like. Take it or leave it. |
| 00:02:15:07 | 00:02:17:02 | Wait a minute. |
| 00:02:17:05 | 00:02:24:03 | Maybe I’ll ask them again, when we're already playing on the street. |
| 00:02:24:06 | 00:02:30:06 | We'll all share instruments. The more musicians, the better the sound. |
| 00:02:30:09 | 00:02:34:13 | Maybe then we can ask to practice inside. |
| 00:02:34:16 | 00:02:37:09 | Now I want to ask you a question. |
| 00:02:37:12 | 00:02:39:24 | What instruments do you play? |
| 00:02:40:02 | 00:02:41:20 | All of them. |
| 00:02:41:22 | 00:02:43:15 | I mean reading notes. Piano ? |
| 00:02:43:17 | 00:02:45:17 | I don’t read notes, don’t want to. |
| 00:02:45:18 | 00:02:47:14 | But you can play the piano? |
| 00:02:47:17 | 00:02:50:23 | Give me an instrument that I’ve never seen and I’ll play it right away. |
| 00:02:50:24 | 00:02:53:18 | Of course, the more you practice the better you get. |
| 00:02:53:22 | 00:02:57:06 | So if I give you a guitar, you can play it ? |
| 00:02:57:09 | 00:02:59:00 | Yep. |
| 00:02:59:04 | 00:03:03:24 | Of course with guitars you’re supposed to know chords, but you can do without. |
| 00:03:04:04 | 00:03:07:08 | No, no. There has to be harmony. |
| 00:03:08:15 | 00:03:12:12 | And where is that exactly? |
| 00:03:12:19 | 00:03:17:12 | Okay, we’re on it. |
| 00:03:19:09 | 00:03:22:16 | Robbie, |
| 00:03:26:20 | 00:03:31:14 | We’re going to the dock. |
| 00:03:31:14 | 00:03:36:16 | It's a mess there, we have to clean it up. |
| 00:03:46:06 | 00:03:50:06 | I’m a lone wolf, but I need people around me, |
| 00:03:51:00 | 00:03:55:12 | who give me a pat on the back once in a while. |
| 00:03:55:24 | 00:03:59:08 | I get a lift out of that. |
| 00:04:00:05 | 00:04:05:19 | Hey Karim, where did you say it was? |
| 00:04:07:24 | 00:04:11:10 | Lloydkade, where is that? |
| 00:04:13:07 | 00:04:17:08 | Now I'am confused. Now I don’t know what we must do. |
| 00:04:17:21 | 00:04:21:11 | Hey dope, what are we doing? |
| 00:04:21:14 | 00:04:27:03 | This stuff really drives me crazy. |
| 00:04:28:12 | 00:04:32:21 | It is all clean, guys. What do they want? |
| 00:04:33:02 | 00:04:36:15 | Leave me the fuck alone. |
| 00:04:38:08 | 00:04:44:13 | If someone says, you’re doing a lousy job, you’re drinking all day. |
| 00:04:44:20 | 00:04:50:16 | Then I think, you’re right. Sorry, I should do better. Right away. |
| 00:04:50:22 | 00:04:57:23 | Then I'll do better, that very same hour even. Because I don’t want complaints. |
| 00:04:58:05 | 00:05:01:03 | Thanks a lot ! |
| 00:05:06:18 | 00:05:11:09 | Hang on, I can’t hear you. |
| 00:05:11:20 | 00:05:19:14 | I can't shout. I've a problem with my vocal chords. |
| 00:05:19:18 | 00:05:23:23 | But where’s all this rubbish? |
| 00:05:24:00 | 00:05:26:20 | I already cleaned everything up. |
| 00:05:26:22 | 00:05:28:10 | Was it a mess? |
| 00:05:28:13 | 00:05:29:15 | Yeah. |
| 00:05:29:20 | 00:05:33:24 | I was just called, Schie or Schiekade or something. |
| 00:05:34:20 | 00:05:38:14 | My method is, I open them up and clean them. |
| 00:05:38:17 | 00:05:43:01 | When you have no money, this is the way to do it. |
| 00:05:43:05 | 00:05:46:21 | We’re already in such a wasteful society, I think. |
| 00:05:46:24 | 00:05:51:01 | It might seem unhealthy, but it’s simply my choice to smoke. |
| 00:05:51:23 | 00:05:57:14 | So, I pick them up. Only I do it a bit tidier. |
| 00:05:57:19 | 00:06:03:21 | First I clean them all nice and proper' then I keep the tobacco and I roll my cigarettes. |
| 00:06:07:14 | 00:06:11:11 | And then I don’t have to worry about the unhygienic side of it. |
| 00:06:11:14 | 00:06:16:19 | Because I am not putting anything in my mouth, that someone else has had in theirs. |
| 00:06:16:23 | 00:06:21:17 | To be honest, I don't make a habit out of it. |
| 00:06:21:22 | 00:06:28:17 | It’s still an addiction, and a persistent one. |
| 00:06:29:14 | 00:06:35:12 | They say that nicotine is much worse than heroine. |
| 00:06:39:12 | 00:06:47:05 | And unfortunately, I know all about that as well. |
| 00:06:50:04 | 00:06:59:15 | I always sit here around nine, it’s now ten to ten. |
| 00:06:59:23 | 00:07:07:00 | You’ve got to get through your time until the first break. |
| 00:07:10:17 | 00:07:16:07 | We can’t do it by working, because there isn’t any work. |
| 00:07:16:15 | 00:07:22:01 | There is work, but that’s on the other side, and over there it's clean as well. |
| 00:07:22:08 | 00:07:26:04 | So we have to entertain ourselves until one thirty… |
| 00:07:26:10 | 00:07:31:10 | And that’s no problem. I’ve been working like this for 14 months. |
| 00:07:31:22 | 00:07:37:22 | In the beginning they were not too pleased, because I took these tiny breakfasts |
| 00:07:38:04 | 00:07:42:17 | But soon they figured out, this guy is hopeless. |
| 00:07:42:20 | 00:07:45:21 | We can suspend him for a week, or a month… |
| 00:07:47:06 | 00:07:52:16 | I like my life like this. Well, except for the drinking. |
| 00:08:05:20 | 00:08:08:11 | Listen, how do I say this. |
| 00:08:09:08 | 00:08:12:13 | I remember my 18th birthday. |
| 00:08:12:18 | 00:08:16:01 | My father gave me a driver’s license and a car. |
| 00:08:16:10 | 00:08:24:00 | Then you have 3 sex adventures, you vomit twice, sleep for 3 days |
| 00:08:24:06 | 00:08:28:01 | and all of a sudden you’re 50 years old. |
| 00:08:28:10 | 00:08:33:05 | And what happened in between. I really don’t know. |
| 00:08:36:04 | 00:08:40:11 | I could kill a spliff. |
| 00:08:41:08 | 00:08:46:07 | Do you have a valium or so, to calm me down ? |
| 00:08:46:09 | 00:08:50:13 | Not that, but I do have something to calm you down. |
| 00:08:50:17 | 00:08:54:22 | I don't care, Methadone, Valium, anything goes. |
| 00:08:55:03 | 00:08:58:24 | I need some sedative, |
| 00:08:59:05 | 00:09:05:21 | I’m not terribly stressed yet, but I’d like something to calm me down. |
| 00:09:06:04 | 00:09:11:18 | The time passes quicker when you’re calm. |
| 00:09:12:00 | 00:09:16:20 | Watch out for the rain, you don’t want to get it wet. |
| 00:09:17:02 | 00:09:20:13 | I’m dying to see what I gonna get. |
| 00:09:20:18 | 00:09:25:10 | What would I do without my friends the users? |
| 00:09:29:19 | 00:09:34:01 | I can handle a lot, don't worry. |
| 00:09:34:08 | 00:09:37:15 | That’s 6 Libriums. |
| 00:09:37:19 | 00:09:40:11 | You can’t drink with Librium, can you? |
| 00:09:40:18 | 00:09:43:19 | Of course you can, it’s not Revisal. |
| 00:09:44:07 | 00:09:47:05 | It’s all about the calming effect for me. |
| 00:09:47:10 | 00:09:50:06 | For this you get 25 mg Methadon. |
| 00:09:50:13 | 00:09:53:17 | All of ‘em at once? Of course. |
| 00:09:54:02 | 00:09:58:14 | A whole handful. This is 10? |
| 00:09:58:17 | 00:10:00:08 | 25 ! |
| 00:10:00:10 | 00:10:06:00 | Well, I’m sure I'll calm down, don't worry. |
| 00:10:09:00 | 00:10:13:01 | Now, there we go… |
| 00:10:18:08 | 00:10:22:20 | I don’t need any grass now. |
| 00:10:23:10 | 00:10:25:18 | A good cigarette and we’re set. |
| 00:10:25:21 | 00:10:29:16 | I don't even need alcohol anymore, I'am well provided for. |
| 00:10:30:12 | 00:10:35:23 | This is better then drinking and smoking blows in public. |
| 00:10:36:14 | 00:10:41:01 | Okay, we’re going to the chill out place. |
| 00:10:48:07 | 00:10:53:18 | That’s a good foreman, I don’t want to lose him. |
| 00:10:54:12 | 00:10:59:19 | You don't want to be called foreman, so I'll call you team leader. |
| 00:11:00:00 | 00:11:06:12 | We are the team, you are the leader. And I want to keep you forever. |
| 00:11:24:20 | 00:11:28:08 | Look, it’s longer than I am. |
| 00:11:28:20 | 00:11:32:05 | This is for a week. |
| 00:11:33:09 | 00:11:40:17 | The little ones are anti-psychotics, those are Ritalin. |
| 00:11:41:08 | 00:11:44:24 | That small tablet, that’s for drinking. |
| 00:11:47:13 | 00:11:53:19 | Every now and then they check what I swallow. |
| 00:11:54:21 | 00:12:01:19 | So far there I’ve had no complaints. |
| 00:12:03:15 | 00:12:06:23 | Everything is going great. |
| 00:12:07:20 | 00:12:11:09 | To get into my rythm, I need a bed at the Salvation Army every night. |
| 00:12:11:12 | 00:12:14:11 | and 5 days of work a week. |
| 00:12:14:17 | 00:12:18:16 | One day off and I get completely off balance. |
| 00:12:19:04 | 00:12:23:09 | I don’t drink much, I sleep a lot. I turn up every day. |
| 00:12:23:16 | 00:12:26:19 | It's getting better and better. |
| 00:12:27:08 | 00:12:31:24 | Hey, here’s a spliff. We’ll smoke that right away. |
| 00:12:36:06 | 00:12:39:24 | I always carry something on me. |
| 00:12:40:14 | 00:12:45:10 | But if I don’t have anything, then I look for filter tips. |
| 00:12:45:17 | 00:12:51:10 | And make a new spliff out of them. You can smoke for free this way. |
| 00:12:52:17 | 00:12:56:14 | The longer you’re broke, the worse it gets. |
| 00:12:57:22 | 00:13:03:00 | The 1st day isn’t so bad, the 2nd day is less fun. The 3rd it gets worse. And then you go crazy. |
| 00:13:03:07 | 00:13:08:21 | when looking for beer, spliffs and food every day. |
| 00:13:10:10 | 00:13:16:08 | Now that I’m getting older I feel that I’m changing in some ways. |
| 00:13:16:12 | 00:13:24:00 | If I don’t have enough money now, it really bothers me. |
| 00:13:24:13 | 00:13:31:15 | So now I like to have 5 euros a day, and 10 euros to spare, just to be on the safe side. |
| 00:13:31:18 | 00:13:36:06 | In case I can't find an ATM |
| 00:13:36:20 | 00:13:42:10 | So now I’ll run to the supermarket to get me some lemonade. |
| 00:13:43:03 | 00:13:46:10 | I’m as thirsty as a horse. |
| 00:13:56:19 | 00:14:00:23 | Everything is going very smoothly. I’m getting more and more into my stride. |
| 00:14:01:22 | 00:14:04:10 | Where’s my tobacco? |
| 00:14:09:21 | 00:14:12:14 | Hallo, where’s my tobacco? |
| 00:14:20:13 | 00:14:23:20 | That’s my tobacco… |
| 00:14:27:02 | 00:14:30:09 | Let me see the label… |
| 00:14:47:16 | 00:14:49:09 | I go that way, |
| 00:14:49:15 | 00:14:52:22 | I’m taking the quiet way, otherwise I start eating cars. |
| 00:15:03:24 | 00:15:11:03 | I need my sedatives right now, or within fifty meters things'll go wrong. |
| 00:15:13:06 | 00:15:16:10 | it's a lot nicer over there. |
| 00:15:24:20 | 00:15:28:07 | Yesterday I cleaned everything, so now I have to think. |
| 00:15:28:11 | 00:15:31:14 | because I was on my own, I was a lot more eager. |
| 00:15:31:18 | 00:15:35:00 | So I cleaned the whole fucking neighborhood. |
| 00:15:35:12 | 00:15:38:19 | And I told myself to take it easy. I really tried. |
| 00:15:39:03 | 00:15:41:18 | Without success, I cleaned the whole lot. |
| 00:15:42:01 | 00:15:45:10 | It's a miracle the streets are still here. |
| 00:15:45:24 | 00:15:49:06 | What to do next ? Best to chill out for a while . |
| 00:15:49:22 | 00:15:53:04 | The closest chilling point, there’s nothing to do there. |
| 00:15:53:21 | 00:15:57:16 | The other one then. It’s only a couple of meters away. |
| 00:15:58:10 | 00:16:00:21 | So you are legal here ? |
| 00:16:00:23 | 00:16:02:19 | you have your papers ? |
| 00:16:02:21 | 00:16:04:09 | Absolut. |
| 00:16:04:13 | 00:16:08:20 | So where are the benefits? Where is the money? |
| 00:16:09:07 | 00:16:12:02 | I expect a letter from my lawyer. |
| 00:16:12:06 | 00:16:14:19 | because I write everything down. |
| 00:16:14:23 | 00:16:19:07 | Forget your lawyer. Lawyers don't do anything unless you have money |
| 00:16:19:19 | 00:16:23:05 | A social worker refert me. |
| 00:16:23:13 | 00:16:27:08 | A social worker is a fucking asshole ! |
| 00:16:27:20 | 00:16:32:02 | If you want help, talk to our people. |
| 00:16:32:12 | 00:16:35:13 | Don't talk to the social security. |
| 00:16:35:22 | 00:16:38:00 | They don't do shit for you. |
| 00:16:38:11 | 00:16:41:17 | They only talk with you to keep you calm. |
| 00:16:42:07 | 00:16:46:13 | So that's why it's time to do something about it. |
| 00:16:46:18 | 00:16:48:08 | Agreed. |
| 00:16:48:13 | 00:16:50:20 | So, what are you doing here ? |
| 00:16:51:09 | 00:16:55:01 | I try to survive. |
| 00:16:56:06 | 00:17:00:15 | A strange way of trying to survive, very strange. |
| 00:17:00:21 | 00:17:03:17 | If I had to survive, I would do it differently. |
| 00:17:03:22 | 00:17:05:19 | I'ld take my beer, I'ld drink it |
| 00:17:06:00 | 00:17:08:05 | I'ld go to the other side,to the office and say: |
| 00:17:08:11 | 00:17:11:09 | '- Now we are gonna talk, I need help ! - |
| 00:17:13:13 | 00:17:17:17 | You don't sleep under a fucking bridge in 2005 ! |
| 00:17:17:22 | 00:17:20:18 | Eh, 2010. |
| 00:17:21:19 | 00:17:27:05 | You don't sleep under a bridge, not even animals sleep under bridges. |
| 00:17:29:01 | 00:17:35:18 | Did you ever see a cat or a dog beside you, when you cralwed under a bridge ? |
| 00:17:36:03 | 00:17:39:10 | Did you ever see a cat or a dog after twelve ? |
| 00:17:39:19 | 00:17:41:17 | What are your possessions ? |
| 00:17:42:10 | 00:17:45:00 | Two fucking bags ? |
| 00:17:45:19 | 00:17:49:05 | No, only one with clothing, that's everything you have ! |
| 00:17:50:05 | 00:17:53:10 | You are 42 years old. |
| 00:17:56:22 | 00:18:00:04 | Hey, you need to have a wife or a girlfriend. |
| 00:18:00:10 | 00:18:02:21 | You need to have a place where you can crash. |
| 00:18:06:01 | 00:18:08:14 | You have to stand up for yourself ! |
| 00:18:08:21 | 00:18:11:09 | You are 42 years old. |
| 00:18:11:16 | 00:18:13:04 | You have some needs ? |
| 00:18:13:11 | 00:18:14:16 | Of course ! |
| 00:18:15:07 | 00:18:17:03 | You are in fucking Holland |
| 00:18:17:20 | 00:18:20:04 | Here you got one ground rule, |
| 00:18:20:11 | 00:18:22:20 | '- you have to be taken care off - |
| 00:18:23:07 | 00:18:26:13 | They have to help you ! |
| 00:18:27:00 | 00:18:29:09 | This is not Poland, |
| 00:18:29:13 | 00:18:32:00 | or the mother fucking country you come from ! |
| 00:18:32:03 | 00:18:34:00 | They have to help you, |
| 00:18:34:05 | 00:18:38:03 | and they gonna help you, I promise. |
| 00:18:38:13 | 00:18:41:24 | But you need to know the proper channels. |
| 00:18:42:18 | 00:18:46:12 | And you've got them now, now you know the proper channel. |
| 00:18:47:00 | 00:18:50:02 | And I am the guy, I am the good guy. |
| 00:18:51:09 | 00:18:55:21 | Cause I am gonna fuck them up. |
| 00:18:56:21 | 00:18:59:23 | A stolen scooter. |
| 00:19:01:22 | 00:19:05:14 | I’ve never found anything this nice. |
| 00:19:05:16 | 00:19:08:18 | It’s a little loose, but that's no problem. |
| 00:19:10:22 | 00:19:14:04 | It’s missing a nut and bolt there, but we can fix that. |
| 00:19:14:21 | 00:19:19:19 | Might be very dangerous, if you get on it and it suddenly collapses. |
| 00:19:20:08 | 00:19:26:00 | I’ve thought about getting a big one, but this one is much nicer. |
| 00:19:28:00 | 00:19:32:15 | I could travel in style with this, but then my conscience will bother me. |
| 00:19:33:01 | 00:19:36:19 | Often when I sacrifice myself and bring stuff back, |
| 00:19:36:23 | 00:19:41:13 | I’ll probably find a kid who was glad to be rid of the stupid thing. |
| 00:19:41:17 | 00:19:45:05 | It’s pink, so it probably belonged to a girl. |
| 00:19:45:15 | 00:19:48:19 | She probably dumped it here herself. |
| 00:19:49:06 | 00:19:53:02 | And now I want to act like a saint by bringing it back. |
| 00:19:55:00 | 00:19:59:16 | I’ll just keep it, and if I come across the little owner, |
| 00:19:59:21 | 00:20:04:10 | who wants to kill me, then I’ll know it’s hers. |
| 00:20:04:16 | 00:20:07:00 | Then I’ll give it back. |
| 00:20:07:07 | 00:20:10:20 | It’s probably dumped here because she wanted to get rid of it. |
| 00:20:11:00 | 00:20:15:10 | You know how spoiled kids are. They think, if I lose my scooter, I might get a new bike. |
| 00:20:15:19 | 00:20:18:16 | And I can hang my tools on the handlebars. |
| 00:20:18:24 | 00:20:21:10 | That will fit perfectly. |
| 00:20:22:17 | 00:20:26:10 | Oh it doesn't My carpenter’s eye noticed that soon enough. |
| 00:20:26:15 | 00:20:30:22 | No, but then we’ll just do it like this. |
| 00:20:33:20 | 00:20:36:18 | See, it fits. |
| 00:20:38:05 | 00:20:40:15 | Well, off to the supermarket. |
| 00:20:40:22 | 00:20:45:05 | Hard work is nice, but the supermarket is better. |
| 00:20:52:12 | 00:20:54:06 | I’m very angry |
| 00:20:54:13 | 00:20:59:16 | You have to watch out with what you’re doing. |
| 00:20:59:21 | 00:21:02:14 | They've got a grudge against you. |
| 00:21:02:18 | 00:21:05:10 | He needs to get help. |
| 00:21:05:14 | 00:21:08:21 | Dick, don’t make trouble everywhere. |
| 00:21:08:24 | 00:21:11:20 | I’m just helping him with the basics. |
| 00:21:12:06 | 00:21:16:21 | When you get mad, you start swearing and they will suspend you. |
| 00:21:18:24 | 00:21:25:04 | Listen love, I’m only helping him to get in touch with Nathalie. |
| 00:21:25:09 | 00:21:27:15 | Can't he do that himself ? |
| 00:21:27:17 | 00:21:29:21 | No, he can’t. |
| 00:21:29:24 | 00:21:31:18 | Why not? |
| 00:21:32:01 | 00:21:39:20 | He doesn't have the necessary brains, because he doesn't take any medicine. |
| 00:21:44:00 | 00:21:52:16 | I’ll take him upstairs and then I'll leave. So he can talk to her. |
| 00:21:52:23 | 00:21:57:06 | Don’t take too long. Do not interfere. |
| 00:21:57:19 | 00:22:00:01 | I’ll stay out of it. |
| 00:22:00:06 | 00:22:03:19 | Otherwise you might get mad |
| 00:22:04:05 | 00:22:08:04 | and then you’ll really be in trouble. |
| 00:22:11:11 | 00:22:16:22 | You know what I was just thinking… |
| 00:22:54:00 | 00:22:58:24 | Fucking assholes. He makes everything harder. |
| 00:22:59:19 | 00:23:06:07 | Give me 5 minutes, what’s all the bullshit about man? |
| 00:23:07:17 | 00:23:19:15 | It’s fine… But the next time when I have to rush to the office, then I'll be taking a second break. |
| 00:23:20:24 | 00:23:28:12 | We’ll see what my word is worth when the time comes. |
| 00:23:29:10 | 00:23:33:16 | What happens here is wrong. |
| 00:23:33:21 | 00:23:36:01 | What ? |
| 00:23:36:13 | 00:23:42:24 | Next time it is my turn to say I come in during the next break. |
| 00:23:43:06 | 00:23:47:22 | What Mo, leave you alone? What have I done to you? |
| 00:23:48:05 | 00:23:52:05 | Leave me alone, I’m busy. |
| 00:24:11:10 | 00:24:15:03 | There is a school there, so that's not a good place. |
| 00:24:15:12 | 00:24:18:20 | That is a doorway, not a smart place either. |
| 00:24:19:06 | 00:24:22:06 | Better to take shelter over there. |
| 00:24:22:20 | 00:24:27:05 | And it looks a little cozy as well. |
| 00:24:28:00 | 00:24:34:02 | I've got a sore throat, so I'm having a beer. That kills the pain. |
| 00:24:34:20 | 00:24:41:23 | When I’m coughing a lot, I drink a liter of beer - gone, just like that. - |
| 00:24:42:12 | 00:24:46:24 | So I drink it away. |
| 00:24:48:24 | 00:24:54:14 | The body loosens up. My sore throat is gone. |
| 00:24:58:05 | 00:25:06:08 | Because most of my co-workers are hard drug users, we're not allowed to drink. |
| 00:25:07:14 | 00:25:14:05 | They don’t mind if you have a sneaky beer. But they don’t want it to get out of hand. |
| 00:25:14:12 | 00:25:18:03 | If everybody starts using drugs on the job, it becomes a mess. |
| 00:25:18:08 | 00:25:21:19 | The neighborhood goes crazy, the coppers show up... |
| 00:25:21:24 | 00:25:26:14 | And when there’s kids around, you really can’t do it. |
| 00:25:26:20 | 00:25:30:06 | That’s why we can’t drink, otherwise they would say, have your beer, |
| 00:25:30:10 | 00:25:34:00 | as long as no one sees it. |
| 00:25:45:19 | 00:25:50:17 | I’m always the fall guy. Because I carry my heart on my sleeve |
| 00:25:50:21 | 00:25:54:08 | and they don’t like that. |
| 00:25:54:18 | 00:25:59:06 | They prefer that you do what you’re told, |
| 00:25:59:14 | 00:26:03:20 | because you’re just a junkie. |
| 00:26:04:06 | 00:26:08:15 | And now I am suspended for a week. |
| 00:26:09:00 | 00:26:17:12 | And they know that if they suspend me, I'm going to drink, and will do crazy stuff. |
| 00:26:18:04 | 00:26:23:04 | So I’m going to talk to Peter, my boss. |
| 00:26:23:12 | 00:26:26:02 | Can Rene come up too? |
| 00:26:26:08 | 00:26:29:02 | He must. |
| 00:26:30:18 | 00:26:35:09 | I’m glad that you want to talk with me. |
| 00:26:35:20 | 00:26:40:11 | So I can explain the problem. |
| 00:26:42:02 | 00:26:47:08 | I was suspended this week, yesterday. |
| 00:26:49:10 | 00:26:54:00 | I was stressed the whole week. |
| 00:27:09:14 | 00:27:13:01 | Shall we start from the beginning, Dick? |
| 00:27:13:06 | 00:27:16:05 | I checked why you were suspended. |
| 00:27:17:00 | 00:27:20:07 | Things have happened. |
| 00:27:21:21 | 00:27:28:15 | And I know I’ve been difficult this week, but... |
| 00:27:29:01 | 00:27:42:02 | but that’s because I don’t have people around to help me with my problems. |
| 00:27:43:22 | 00:27:47:11 | Of course, I sympathise with you. |
| 00:27:47:18 | 00:27:52:22 | But what happened, wasn’t as bad as they said it was. |
| 00:27:53:02 | 00:27:58:15 | It wasn’t like ‘fuck you’, I'd never do that, would I? |
| 00:27:58:19 | 00:28:01:19 | I don’t need that, Peter. |
| 00:28:01:24 | 00:28:05:21 | So I said that, and all of a sudden I’m suspended. |
| 00:28:06:04 | 00:28:09:18 | Do you think I should be suspended ? |
| 00:28:10:00 | 00:28:13:10 | I haven’t done anything wrong, Peter. |
| 00:28:13:15 | 00:28:17:20 | You might say so, but Cor is your supervisor and he is taking the decisions, not me. |
| 00:28:17:21 | 00:28:19:20 | Can we get him over here? |
| 00:28:20:01 | 00:28:22:09 | I don’t need to listen to both sites. |
| 00:28:22:13 | 00:28:24:20 | I do, it is my week. |
| 00:28:25:00 | 00:28:28:10 | But you are subordinate in this case. |
| 00:28:28:16 | 00:28:34:06 | Sure, but I always listen to Cor. I listen to everyone. |
| 00:28:36:01 | 00:28:42:03 | Realise, if there’s still one thing you have left in your life, it is Jobs-score. |
| 00:28:42:20 | 00:28:44:14 | I know. |
| 00:28:44:17 | 00:28:50:23 | It annoys me that you use Job-Score as a place to carry on with your addictions. |
| 00:28:51:07 | 00:28:55:19 | How often must we ask not to drink? Try to get that under control. |
| 00:28:56:01 | 00:29:02:24 | Peter, I’m only drinking 3 beers a day. I’m working on it, succesfully. |
| 00:29:03:04 | 00:29:05:20 | I don’t see that at the moment. |
| 00:29:05:24 | 00:29:13:24 | I can’t let you work when you're drunk all the time. |
| 00:29:14:01 | 00:29:16:12 | Just accept that. |
| 00:29:16:15 | 00:29:24:17 | Ok I will, but I reckon that you should look for another job for me. |
| 00:29:25:15 | 00:29:28:12 | You can work on that yourself. |
| 00:29:28:18 | 00:29:31:01 | No, impossible. |
| 00:29:31:11 | 00:29:40:17 | At the busstation they don't want me anymore. Other places don't want me. |
| 00:29:41:01 | 00:29:46:20 | This is the only place where I'am still welcome. |
| 00:29:47:03 | 00:29:50:09 | That doesn’t mean you’re unfit to do other work, |
| 00:29:50:14 | 00:29:54:15 | but you have to decide what you want. |
| 00:29:55:00 | 00:29:58:17 | What I want is simply to do my job. |
| 00:29:58:23 | 00:30:01:23 | I know that you would rather stay here. |
| 00:30:02:14 | 00:30:05:16 | This is my house. |
| 00:30:05:24 | 00:30:09:02 | They beat the shit out of me. |
| 00:30:09:05 | 00:30:13:23 | Luckily, my dad didn't fuck me in the ass, then I really would’ve killed them. |
| 00:30:14:04 | 00:30:18:06 | I wanted to kill Mum and Dad, even though I was a sweet kid back then. |
| 00:30:18:11 | 00:30:25:14 | At first I begged them not to hit or humiliate their own kid. |
| 00:30:26:01 | 00:30:30:01 | You don't do that, I thought to myself. |
| 00:30:30:15 | 00:30:36:00 | So first I begged, don’t do that, I’m only small. |
| 00:30:36:07 | 00:30:39:04 | But they didn’t listen, |
| 00:30:39:08 | 00:30:44:11 | Little kids should keep their mouth shut and take the beating. |
| 00:30:56:04 | 00:31:03:01 | When my oldest brother ran away my father decided not to hit his kids anymore. |
| 00:31:03:14 | 00:31:08:02 | It continued for a while, but less severe. |
| 00:31:08:20 | 00:31:15:10 | So when I stayed with my parents for 14 months, because squatting didn’t work out, |
| 00:31:15:22 | 00:31:20:19 | Then I learned that my father was really, really sorry. |
| 00:31:21:03 | 00:31:27:22 | Also, I’m a lot like my father. Well, I am a more modern and improved version. |
| 00:31:28:04 | 00:31:31:20 | My dad had regrets for years. It only got worse. |
| 00:31:31:23 | 00:31:35:07 | Everyone hates my father, because they don’t understand him. |
| 00:31:35:12 | 00:31:39:17 | But I understand him perfectly well, because I am just like him. |
| 00:31:40:00 | 00:31:44:04 | I had to say often: Dad, let the others talk crap, |
| 00:31:44:08 | 00:31:48:11 | I love you. You’re a great guy. |
| 00:31:48:22 | 00:31:52:19 | Stop feeling sorry for yourself. |
| 00:31:53:03 | 00:31:57:15 | And then I realised it was my mother who was the source of all evil |
| 00:31:57:19 | 00:32:01:15 | with her hypocritical behavior. |
| 00:32:01:21 | 00:32:06:03 | Hard working, god fearing, good loving woman. |
| 00:32:06:10 | 00:32:10:23 | She incited my dad, she wanted everything her way. |
| 00:32:23:12 | 00:32:31:00 | Every time I wake up I feel like crap, it’s been like this for months. |
| 00:32:31:18 | 00:32:36:16 | I get up and then I shower and get dressed. |
| 00:32:37:08 | 00:32:41:21 | and have to work for 5 lousy euros a day, |
| 00:32:42:12 | 00:32:48:20 | Then I think spring, winter, summer, spring. |
| 00:32:49:24 | 00:32:56:15 | 5 lousy euros. You should not work for that. But hey, I have to. |
| 00:32:57:12 | 00:33:01:02 | Herman, you’re going to Harderwijk on Sunday? |
| 00:33:01:08 | 00:33:04:17 | Yeah, I’m going to Harderwijk. |
| 00:33:05:04 | 00:33:10:00 | I’m giving a lecture at a school. |
| 00:33:11:13 | 00:33:16:03 | And I’m curious to see how it goes. |
| 00:33:17:09 | 00:33:21:14 | This is the third time I do this for this foundation. |
| 00:33:22:03 | 00:33:26:04 | I’m well paid for this lecture. |
| 00:33:27:04 | 00:33:33:16 | It will be my crowning glory, if there is just one person who listens, |
| 00:33:33:24 | 00:33:37:06 | and learns something. |
| 00:33:37:10 | 00:33:43:09 | Then I’ll know that I have saved at least one man from jail. |
| 00:34:10:04 | 00:34:13:11 | Now, off to the river. |
| 00:34:13:19 | 00:34:17:14 | I’m still officially married. |
| 00:34:17:23 | 00:34:24:14 | She had fled from East Germany. I wanted to get her a passport. |
| 00:34:25:07 | 00:34:30:11 | For two years I also gave her money to eat. |
| 00:34:30:22 | 00:34:36:09 | Usually people do this to get money, but I was giving her money. |
| 00:34:38:01 | 00:34:44:22 | It took 2 years to get married. Every week I had to report to immigration |
| 00:34:45:05 | 00:34:51:18 | She was from East Germany. Just before the wall came down, she escaped over it. |
| 00:34:52:04 | 00:35:01:19 | A couple of her friends died during the escape attempt. |
| 00:35:02:13 | 00:35:05:15 | She spend a long time in prison, in East Germany. |
| 00:35:05:22 | 00:35:08:16 | That must have been terrible too. |
| 00:35:09:07 | 00:35:14:04 | I don’t know what I’m supposed to believe. |
| 00:35:15:00 | 00:35:18:07 | I can’t check it. |
| 00:35:20:16 | 00:35:24:21 | But I don’t mind, I never expected anything. |
| 00:35:25:01 | 00:35:29:13 | I just wanted to help another person. |
| 00:35:30:01 | 00:35:35:03 | I really did my utmost to keep her out of trouble. |
| 00:35:35:13 | 00:35:40:09 | Everyone has the right to the same as I have. To more so, in fact. |
| 00:35:40:18 | 00:35:43:22 | So I thought, here you go. |
| 00:35:44:16 | 00:35:49:11 | It is not fair that people get in such misery, |
| 00:35:50:03 | 00:35:56:15 | So I thought, I’ll do something to relieve it. |
| 00:35:58:14 | 00:36:00:02 | Hello. |
| 00:36:00:10 | 00:36:02:13 | Did it all go well with seeing your daughter? |
| 00:36:02:17 | 00:36:05:24 | She stayed there for a couple of days. My ex-wife too. |
| 00:36:06:05 | 00:36:08:14 | How did that go? |
| 00:36:08:24 | 00:36:10:03 | Okay. |
| 00:36:10:17 | 00:36:15:20 | It was brave of her to spent time with you in this tiny house. |
| 00:36:16:02 | 00:36:22:08 | I made myself invisible. During the day, I did my own thing. |
| 00:36:22:22 | 00:36:25:04 | Do you know that you have an appointment now? |
| 00:36:25:11 | 00:36:29:12 | Now ? No, that’s not going to work. I have a meeting. |
| 00:36:30:12 | 00:36:33:16 | I have two meetings, actually. |
| 00:36:33:22 | 00:36:35:23 | But what to do about Saskia? |
| 00:36:36:02 | 00:36:38:04 | Next week then. |
| 00:36:38:10 | 00:36:42:01 | I’ll have to figure something out, and check with her. |
| 00:36:42:08 | 00:36:44:17 | I’ll be right back. |
| 00:36:48:22 | 00:36:51:12 | There's always something. |
| 00:36:54:07 | 00:37:04:06 | Every time I have an appointment to talk about my hospitalisation, for my alcohol problem. |
| 00:37:05:06 | 00:37:12:01 | but every time I postpone it, because there are other things that I can’t miss. |
| 00:37:12:11 | 00:37:15:22 | And I prefer those things, |
| 00:37:16:18 | 00:37:21:06 | because they’re more important to me than to stop drinking. |
| 00:37:21:11 | 00:37:24:20 | I don’t find stopping al that important, to be honest. |
| 00:37:29:11 | 00:37:32:03 | What shall we do with this dead duck? |
| 00:37:32:09 | 00:37:36:05 | We're gonna cut it up and then roast it.. |
| 00:37:41:15 | 00:37:46:11 | If there’s a trash can on it, then it’s a disposable. |
| 00:37:48:17 | 00:37:52:14 | Hand it up here and I’ll have a look for you. |
| 00:38:00:15 | 00:38:03:22 | ...use by.... |
| 00:38:06:04 | 00:38:09:11 | Yeah, it’s a returnable. |
| 00:38:09:18 | 00:38:12:20 | Then we have just earned 1.10 now. |
| 00:38:25:01 | 00:38:30:11 | Good evening, I’m Dick Eckhardt. I’m 50 years old, |
| 00:38:30:21 | 00:38:35:03 | I’m a criminal and have spent 15 years in prison. |
| 00:38:35:10 | 00:38:39:07 | Once for 6 years, then for another 9. |
| 00:38:41:06 | 00:38:46:15 | I’m still an alcoholic. |
| 00:38:47:22 | 00:38:54:18 | There were 15 of us at home, and most of us have gone bad. |
| 00:38:57:24 | 00:39:02:01 | I don’t know if I can tell this story here. |
| 00:39:02:14 | 00:39:11:08 | My stepfather was an alcoholic, he used to beat me a lot. |
| 00:39:12:05 | 00:39:17:21 | And I killed that man. I was 13 at the time. |
| 00:39:19:03 | 00:39:25:18 | For this I was sent to a re-education camp, for 3 years |
| 00:39:29:09 | 00:39:33:17 | If you have questions, just ask. |
| 00:39:36:07 | 00:39:41:03 | You said you spend 15 years in jail. What for ? |
| 00:39:41:22 | 00:39:49:09 | I took the lives of two men and served time for arms dealing. |
| 00:39:52:22 | 00:40:02:07 | It’s not so pretty. You don't like to look at yourself in the mirror. |
| 00:40:03:02 | 00:40:08:09 | I was disgusted by myself. Because I had two possibilities, |
| 00:40:08:16 | 00:40:14:18 | I could have walked away, but instead I shot those guys. |
| 00:40:15:07 | 00:40:18:04 | What do you regret the most? |
| 00:40:18:06 | 00:40:21:13 | I don’t regret anything. |
| 00:40:21:22 | 00:40:25:03 | Not even the acts you committed? |
| 00:40:25:11 | 00:40:26:21 | No, |
| 00:40:27:16 | 00:40:32:12 | people ask me this all the time. I don’t regret anything. |
| 00:40:32:16 | 00:40:34:06 | But, did you learn anything ? |
| 00:40:34:20 | 00:40:40:06 | Absolutely. I am never going back there, I'll never be caught with cocaine again. |
| 00:40:40:22 | 00:40:46:05 | Not a single day at a police station. No more fighting. |
| 00:40:46:18 | 00:40:52:00 | It might seem exciting, but you go from bad to worse. |
| 00:40:52:07 | 00:40:59:07 | It gets more and more exciting, but… please don’t ruin your life. |
| 00:40:59:14 | 00:41:03:14 | I'll keep on saying, it’s such a waste. |
| 00:41:03:19 | 00:41:07:10 | Because I’d really like to see you all again in 10 years time. |
| 00:41:07:23 | 00:41:11:20 | and I hope that you have all managed. |
| 00:41:13:07 | 00:41:17:01 | partly thanks to Jesus, |
| 00:41:17:07 | 00:41:24:17 | but also through your own faith, and your own qualities. |
| 00:41:25:06 | 00:41:30:23 | What do you think about concluding with a prayer ? |
| 00:41:33:19 | 00:41:42:01 | Dear Lord in heaven. Thanks for being with us and that so many of us are here. |
| 00:41:43:19 | 00:41:50:11 | Lord, we are deeply touched by Dick and his special story. |
| 00:41:51:08 | 00:41:58:07 | From this moment on, whenever I see people drinking, |
| 00:41:58:16 | 00:42:02:05 | I will think of Dick for the rest of my life. |
| 00:42:02:10 | 00:42:07:18 | But is all going well on this Librium? |
| 00:42:08:04 | 00:42:14:04 | Yeah, for sure, I’m reacting well, anyway. |
| 00:42:14:11 | 00:42:20:06 | I don’t shake in the mornings, when I try to grab something. |
| 00:42:20:21 | 00:42:25:00 | And what you asked me about, to be hospitalized? |
| 00:42:25:07 | 00:42:30:06 | Yeah, I’m still working on that. |
| 00:42:30:11 | 00:42:35:01 | At the moment I’m looking for a place for my cat. |
| 00:42:35:06 | 00:42:36:21 | What is it? |
| 00:42:37:01 | 00:42:39:12 | I have to see those blue green eyes of yours. |
| 00:42:39:20 | 00:42:42:12 | Blue brown eyes ? |
| 00:42:43:01 | 00:42:46:13 | I can’t stand the light right now. |
| 00:42:47:13 | 00:43:02:01 | On Thursday, in the patient conference, I’ll see what the possibilities are in our organisation. |
| 00:43:03:20 | 00:43:09:07 | But I have to get hospitalised for a week or three, |
| 00:43:09:12 | 00:43:13:06 | to get some rest. |
| 00:43:14:24 | 00:43:18:19 | It isn’t going too well like this. |
| 00:43:43:11 | 00:43:50:19 | I’m getting bored. I want litter. I want to clean. |
| 00:43:58:05 | 00:44:03:09 | If you don’t have a house, this is a great place to sleep. |
| 00:44:04:04 | 00:44:10:05 | Now there's garbage in there, but you can clean it if you want. |
| 00:44:10:15 | 00:44:13:22 | And this one’s really great. |
| 00:44:15:09 | 00:44:18:10 | This is perfect. |
| 00:44:20:01 | 00:44:24:16 | I'll clean it out for the homeless ladies and gentlemen. |
| 00:44:26:01 | 00:44:31:08 | Perfect for a night's sleep. A small space keeps your body heat in. |
| 00:44:48:17 | 00:44:53:06 | And that other thing makes a nice porch, where you can sit. |
| 00:44:54:06 | 00:44:56:07 | A lock. |
| 00:44:57:09 | 00:45:02:06 | They should have thought of these things before and they should put out more of them. |
| 00:45:02:12 | 00:45:07:02 | You only need this piece really. That porch is a nice extra. |
| 00:45:07:08 | 00:45:11:22 | But if they put these sort of things in more places. |
| 00:45:12:12 | 00:45:15:19 | It doesn’t take up much space, but it’s perfect for sleeping. |
| 00:45:16:08 | 00:45:22:07 | And spread single units over different areas, so that it won't become a big cozy village. |
| 00:45:22:17 | 00:45:27:19 | If you put 20 of these together, then you’ll have a gangster town. |
| 00:45:28:06 | 00:45:32:02 | If they just spread single units! |
| 00:45:35:21 | 00:45:41:05 | The first idea is usually the best. This is my first idea. |
| 00:45:41:19 | 00:45:47:00 | Then I have a view before I walk out the door. |
| 00:45:48:09 | 00:45:53:05 | I’ve taken a lot of photo’s from the balcony. |
| 00:45:53:20 | 00:45:58:13 | This is the first thing you see from my room. |
| 00:46:02:22 | 00:46:07:10 | Without luck, there is no smooth sailing. |
| 00:46:20:23 | 00:46:28:06 | Dick’s biggest problem is that he uses a lot and the medicines he gets and sells |
| 00:46:29:09 | 00:46:36:10 | He brings shiploads of pills here, and sells them offimmediately. |
| 00:46:38:14 | 00:46:44:13 | He was doing it more and more out in the open and we can’t tolerate that. |
| 00:46:44:21 | 00:46:48:06 | So we gave him a warning. |
| 00:46:48:13 | 00:46:52:04 | There comes a point, where you don’t want a man like that around here anymore. |
| 00:46:52:20 | 00:46:58:16 | He obviously lives in a permanent state of his own fantasy. |
| 00:46:58:24 | 00:47:08:00 | He was starting to bother other people with all of his problems. |
| 00:47:08:18 | 00:47:12:16 | He started stalking people. |
| 00:47:13:01 | 00:47:20:07 | Until finally we said: You are the first one who is no longer welcome at Jobs-Score. |
| 00:47:25:07 | 00:47:31:09 | There are only two kinds of people. Good ones and bad ones. |
| 00:47:32:09 | 00:47:38:14 | And bad people are also good, but in another way. |
| 00:47:39:01 | 00:47:43:09 | You have to cool them down a bit. |
| 00:47:43:16 | 00:47:48:02 | Stand By Me is a song. but you have another song, Stand By Your Man. |
| 00:47:48:16 | 00:47:54:22 | It’s a love song, but you can project most love songs on your male friends... |
| 00:47:55:08 | 00:48:00:10 | Not that I want to have sex with men, you know. |
| 00:48:00:21 | 00:48:05:18 | I only love you, I’ll never leave you. That sort of thing. |
| 00:48:05:23 | 00:48:10:05 | I only love this woman and everyone else can drop dead. That’s not right. |
| 00:48:10:12 | 00:48:18:01 | Love songs aren’t only about my woman, that I don't have. They’re about all people. |
| 00:48:18:11 | 00:48:24:19 | If I’m going to love people, it’s not just this one or that one, It's everyone. |
| 00:49:21:14 | 00:49:27:17 | I think this world’s so mean. I’m not having any kids. I wouldn’t do that to them. |
| 00:49:28:08 | 00:49:31:20 | Everyone is fighting, everywhere there's war. |
| 00:49:31:24 | 00:49:35:14 | I won’t put my kid in the middle of that. |
| 00:49:35:19 | 00:49:39:11 | I was still really young when I decided this. |
| 00:49:41:17 | 00:49:49:03 | But I’d like to adopt. If I ever have the energy and the money. |
| 00:49:49:21 | 00:49:54:05 | Then I’m going to adopt everything and everybody, |
| 00:49:54:16 | 00:50:00:13 | from plants to animals to old people, kids, alcoholics and addicts. |
| 00:50:01:00 | 00:50:05:08 | In a great big house somewhere in the forest, where everyone can crash. |
| 00:50:05:21 | 00:50:09:20 | Plus myself of course. I like to live in the forest. |
| 00:50:10:01 | 00:50:12:20 | A big house with a large work space. |
| 00:50:13:00 | 00:50:15:09 | A boat out front. |
| 00:50:15:14 | 00:50:17:20 | Everyone a scooter. |
| 00:50:19:15 | 00:50:26:06 | Sometimes you have elderly people who don’t have anyone. Well, come and live at the club. |
| 00:50:26:16 | 00:50:32:07 | Your family. Of animals, plants, everything like that. |
| 00:50:32:18 | 00:50:37:23 | You’re not alone here. We’ll take care of you, of each other. |
| 00:50:40:02 | 00:50:44:05 | There’s so many people and animals who don’t have anyone. |
| 00:50:44:22 | 00:50:49:13 | If it's a success, maybe you get it subsidised and expand. |
| 00:50:50:00 | 00:50:54:20 | Then I get a bigger building and some staff. |
| 00:50:56:17 | 00:51:00:24 | With a little luck you can eventually adopt the whole world. |
| 00:51:01:10 | 00:51:03:13 | I'ld like that. |
| 00:51:03:24 | 00:51:08:15 | But I won’t hold my breath, I’m still adopting myself. |
| 00:51:09:03 | 00:51:12:15 | I’m not done with that yet. I’ll never be done with it. |
| 00:51:39:01 | 00:51:46:15 | They'll think I’ve worked hard, when my garbage bag is full. |
| 00:51:47:02 | 00:51:52:18 | I do that all the time. |
| 00:51:57:13 | 00:52:00:02 | Bach? |
| 00:52:00:14 | 00:52:06:05 | It's nice you’re becoming a regular player here. |
| 00:52:06:14 | 00:52:09:17 | No, that’s not true. |
| 00:53:05:18 | 00:53:11:00 | I wanted to practise calligraphy. That’s old fashioned handwriting. |
| 00:53:11:15 | 00:53:16:08 | But I’m doing this first, to practice. |
| 00:53:16:19 | 00:53:24:11 | I’ve never worked with this type of brush. I have to get used to it. |
| 00:53:25:11 | 00:53:28:22 | Again, this isn’t going well. |
| 00:53:29:07 | 00:53:36:16 | The important thing is that it looks neat, but it’s getting messy. |
| 00:53:38:13 | 00:53:44:01 | I wanted to make something more complex. But it won't work. |
| 00:53:44:12 | 00:53:47:07 | Look out it's wet! |
| 00:53:47:17 | 00:53:54:01 | 'cause of this corridor everyone brushes against it with their cloths. |
| 00:53:58:22 | 00:54:03:17 | I’m only doing it because the others wanted me to. |
| 00:54:04:00 | 00:54:08:15 | But I’ don't like it. They asked me and I promised I would. |
| 00:54:09:03 | 00:54:13:17 | I wonder what good this is to anyone. |
| 00:54:14:06 | 00:54:18:00 | I really dislike it. I feel like crap. |
| 00:54:20:00 | 00:54:26:23 | I'll tell my supervisors that people won't be happy when their clothes get dirty. |
| 00:54:27:10 | 00:54:33:13 | It’s a narrow corridor, so everyone will get paint on their clothes. |
| 00:54:35:05 | 00:54:46:22 | Maybe I better take it down. Or else everyone will walk up against it. I already warned some people. |
| 00:54:48:05 | 00:54:52:17 | You could hang it elsewhere? |
| 00:54:52:24 | 00:54:57:02 | That’s possible. |
| 00:55:17:08 | 00:55:21:14 | I just feel like crap. It’s all crap. |
| 00:55:23:00 | 00:55:29:16 | Whatever I come up with, whatever I try, I feel like crap. From my birth til my death. My fucking life long. |
| 00:55:30:12 | 00:55:35:09 | I can look around me forever, I keep seeing things that are wrong. |
| 00:55:35:15 | 00:55:39:15 | Broken, terrible, bad, wrong, no good. |
| 00:55:40:08 | 00:55:45:00 | Everywhere I look it’s all bad, what I smell, what I hear, what I see. Everything is bad. |
| 00:55:45:07 | 00:55:49:07 | There’s nothing good, everything is bad, bad, bad. |
| 00:55:49:11 | 00:55:52:04 | Bad here and more bad there |
| 00:55:52:10 | 00:55:56:06 | More bad this, more bad that. Baaaaddd !! |
| 00:55:56:14 | 00:56:01:20 | Small things always go wrong and then all your efforts are in vain. |
| 00:56:02:02 | 00:56:05:20 | It’s only misery instead of pleasure. |
| 00:56:05:24 | 00:56:08:16 | Whatever I do, it doesn’t help. |
| 00:56:08:22 | 00:56:12:17 | It was misery, it is misery now and it remains misery. |
| 00:56:13:04 | 00:56:20:09 | No matter how hard I wash and scrub. It remains just a dirty fucking mess, a fucking lousy world. |
| 00:56:21:18 | 00:56:24:04 | I scrub all day long |
| 00:56:24:15 | 00:56:29:04 | still everything is dirty, still I'am in a dirty sticky mess. |
| 00:56:29:14 | 00:56:33:20 | I’m a street sweeper. I’m cleaning my house. This stupid tiny room. |
| 00:56:34:01 | 00:56:39:06 | And I can’t get it clean. It stays filthy. |
| 00:56:40:01 | 00:56:42:06 | Scrubbing and scrubbing. |
| 00:56:42:11 | 00:56:47:03 | It's a dirty world. No matter how hard you scrub, it never gets clean. |
| 00:56:47:08 | 00:56:51:21 | The whole world stinks and sticks and itches and all that sort of crap. |
| 00:56:51:23 | 00:56:54:18 | I’m sick to death of the fucking mess. |
| 00:56:54:22 | 00:56:57:16 | I’ve nothing with this world. |
| 00:56:57:19 | 00:57:00:22 | Give me a bullet and let me die, |
| 00:57:01:01 | 00:57:04:00 | then I am finally redeemed, from this rotten life. |
| 00:57:30:24 | 00:57:31:00 | Unplaceables |